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This is one of my favorite Evanescence songs...it just is.

The last song im wasting on you

Sparkling grey, in my own
Any more than a whisper
Any sudden movement of my heart
And I know, I know I'll have to
watch them pass away

Just get through this day

Give up your way, you could be anything,
Give up my way,
and lose myself,
not today
That's too much guilt to pay

Sickened in the sun
You dare tell me you love me
But you held me down and
screamed you wanted me to die
Honey you know, you know I'd
never hurt you that way

You're just so pretty in your pain

Give up my way, and I could be anything
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I'll make my own way
Without your senseless
hate....hate...hate.....hate

So run, run, run
And hate me, if it feels good
I can't hear your screams anymore

You lied to me
But I'm older now
And I'm not buying baby

Demanding my responses
Don't bother breaking the door down
I found my way out

And you'll never hurt me again

Forgive me



Can you forgive me again?
I don't know what I said
But I didn't mean to hurt you

I heard the words come out
I felt like I would die
It hurt so much to hurt you

Then you look at me
You're not shouting anymore
You're silently broken

I'd give anything now
to hear those words from you

Each time I say something I
regret I cry "I don't want
to lose you."
But somehow I know that you will
never leave me, yeah.

'Cause you were made for me
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Somehow I'll make you see
How happy you make me

I can't live this life
Without you by my side
I need you to survive

So stay with me
You look in my eyes and
I'm screaming inside that
I'm sorry.

And you forgive me again
You're my one true friend
And I never meant to hurt you

I must be dreaming

How can I pretend
that I don't see
What you hide so carelessly?
I saw her bleed
You heard me breathe
And I froze inside myself
And turned away
I must be dreaming

We all live
We all die
That does not begin
to justify you

It's not what it seems
Not what you think
No I must be dreaming
It's only in my mind
Not in real life
No I must be dreaming

Help you know I've got
to tell someone
Tell them what I
know you've done
I fear you but
spoken fears can
come true

We all live
We all die
That does not begin
to justify you

It's not what it seems
Not what you think
No I must be dreaming
It's only in my mind
Not in real life
No I must be dreaming

Not what it seems
Not what you think
I must be dreaming

Just in my mind
Not in real life
I must be dreaming

Have to know,
I've got to tell someone
Tell them what I
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know you've done
I fear you
But spoken fears
fears can come true

We all live
We all die
That does not begin
to justify you

It's not what it seems
Not what you think
No I must be dreaming
It's all in my mind
Not in real life
No I must be dreaming

We all live
We all die
That does not begin
to justify you
It's not what it
seems, not what you
think
No i must be dreaming
It's only in my mind
Not in real life
No I must be dreaming

(Fading)
Not what it seems
not what you think
I must be dreaming
Lost in my mind
Not in real life
I must be dreaming

Anything for you


I'd give anything to
give me to you
Can you forget the
world that you
thought you knew
If you want me,
Come and find me
Nothing's stopping
you so please
release me

I'll believe
All your lies
Just pretend you love me
Make believe
Close your eyes
I'll be anything for you

Nothing left to make
me feel anymore
There's only you and
everyday I need more
If you want me
Come and find me
I'll do anything you
say just tell me

I'll believe
All your lies
Just pretend you love me
Make believe
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Close your eyes
I'll be anything for you

I'll believe
All your lies
Just pretend you love me
Make believe
Close your eyes
I'll be anything for you

Anything for you
I'll become your earth and sky
Forever never die
I'll be everything you need

I'll believe
All your lies
Just pretend you love me
Make believe
Close your eyes
I'll be anything for you

Like you


Stay low.
Soft, dark, and dreamless,
Far beneath my nightmares and loneliness.
I hate me,
For breathing without you.
I don't want to feel anymore for you.

Grieving for you,
I'm not grieving for you.
Nothing real love can't undo,
And though I may have lost my way,
All paths lead straight to you.

I long to be like you,
Lie cold in the ground like you.

Halo,
Blinding wall between us.
Melt away and leave us alone again.
Humming, haunted somewhere out there.
I believe our love can see
us through in death.

I long to be like you,
Lie cold in the ground like you.
There's room inside for two and
I'm not grieving for you,
I'm coming for you.
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You're not alone,
No matter what they told
you, you're not alone.
I'll be right beside you forevermore.

I long to be like you, sis,
Lie cold in the ground like you did.
There's room inside for two and
I'm not grieving for you.

And as we lay in silent bliss,
I know you remember me.

I long to be like you,
Lie cold in the ground like you.
There's room inside for two and
I'm not grieving for you,
I'm coming for you



My immortal


My immortal
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all of my childish fears
and if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
Your presence still lingers here
and it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

you used to captivate me
By your resonating light
But now i'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

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These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
and though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
When you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

PEACE!! biggrin