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"How can I let others fly, when I myself lie here bleeding,
in the shards of my own broken wings?....Who cares...I mean nothing to the world. Such is the life, of a fallen angel...."


I'm in a new house!!!!!! Woot! I just moved yesterday.....my cat, El Gato Blanco, died yesterday as well.
He's probably in heaven sharpening his non-existant claws on the robes of various angels! LOL! I miss my Gato but he shall survive forever in my heart! heart

I love you Gato....

~Kiba~


Memory ~ CATS


Daylight, see the dew on a sunflower
And a rose that is fading
Roses wither away
Like the sunflower I yearn to turn my face to the dawn
I am waiting for the day

Now Old Deuteronomy, just before dawn
Through a silence you feel you could cut with a knife
Announces the cat who can now be reborn
And come back to a different Jellicle life

Memory, turn your face to the moonlight
Let your memory lead you
Open up, enter in
If you find there the meaning of what happiness is
Then a new life will begin

Memory, all alone in the moonlight
I can smile at the old days
I was beautiful then
I remember a time I knew what happiness was
Let the memory live again

Burnt out ends of smoky days
The stale cold smell of morning
The streetlamp dies, another night is over
Another day is dawning

Daylight, I must wait for the sunrise
I must think of a new life
And I mustn't give in
When the dawn comes tonight will be a memory too
And a new day will begin

Sunlight, through the trees in summer
Endless masquerading
Like a flower as the dawn is breaking
The memory is fading

Touch me, it's so easy to leave me
All alone with the memory
Of my days in the sun
If you touch me you'll understand what happiness is
Look, a new day has begun


Musical: The Full Monty
Song: Big-a** Rock


Jerry:
Let's find a rock
I mean a big-a** rock
Or maybe something like
A cinder block is better
I'll hoist it up
And drop it on your face, my buddy

And just before the lights go out
You'll see my smile and you'll know
You've got a friend
With a rock
Who cares
I mean a big-a** rock

Dave:
Or rope
I got some quality rope
Made for a man who's devoid of hope
Like you are, my buddy
Michael -

Malcolm:
Unh, that's Malcolm.

Dave:
Malcolm. Right!

And I won't leave you swinging there
Twitching like a fish while you claw the air
I'll grab your feet
And pal o' mine
I'll pull real hard
And SNAP your spinal cord

Jerry:
The world is cold whn you're alone and
They ignore you
But don't kill yourself

Jerry & Dave:
We'll do it for you
You've got a friend


Dave:
You know, I asked a guy once if he'd mind putting me in a barrel
and sending me over the falls.
You know what the son of a b***h said? "Drop dead, a*****e."

Jerry:
People are pricks. I asked this guy to take his air compressor
and drill me with a six-inch nail right through the eye...

Dave:
What'd he say?

Jerry:
"I'm low on nails."

Dave:
People are selfish pricks.

Jerry:
Another time, now get this,
I just lay down in front of a steam roller and asked the guy just to proceed,
you know, business as usual, and just squash me like a bug.

Dave:
That's a good way to go, Jer, the ol' bug squash.
We could tie a plastic laundry bag over his head.

Jerry:
Naw, that's such a wimp suicide.

Malcolm:
I stuck my finger in a socket once. It hurt real bad...but it didn't kill me.

Jerry:
Malcolm, stay out of this.

Malcolm:
I've got a friend
Like Carole King
Or was it Carly Simon
Used to sing?
I always get those two confused
But anyway -

I turned around
And suddenly
I'm not alone
It ain't just me
I'm like a player on the team
I'm part of the gang...
A member of the club Jerry & Dave
Player on our team
Part of the gang
Welcome to the club

Dave:
Oo ... let's get a club

Jerry:
I like the big-a** rock

Dave:
Naw, one good swing and
I'll clean his clock forever

Jerry:
Let gravity do the work!

Dave:
It's a man's way to die, Mikey.

Jerry:
Malcolm!

Malcolm:
I got friends

Oo...
I've got friends

Oo...

Dave & Jerry
Friends who will
Love you like a maniac
And lead you like a lamb
To the railroad track
And tie you down

Or tickle your wrist
With a single-edge razor
Or buy you a beer with
A Draino chaser
Or dump you in the
River with a rock

Malcolm:
A big-a** rock


Jerry:
Here's a nice one right over here

Dave:
Can I give you a hand with that? It looks heavy.

Jerry:
No Dave
It ain't heavy...he's my friend


Dave:
Come on, group hug.


I'll be here....
Why?
I'll be waiting here...
For what?
I'll be waiting here for....you...so,
If you come here,
You'll find me.
I promise.

I'll find you...


No matter...

WHO

STANDS

IN

MY

WAY!!!!


I am a mighty beast with teeth made of stained ivory and eyes burning with molten gold. My fur shines with a oplescent gleam, gold and red streaking my black pelt. I wonder the world alone, hence my name, and walk in the darkness, awaiting the glorious moon as it shines in the night sky. I call my praises to it's beauty, raising a scarred and bloodstained maw into the air, a gutteral howl booming from my chest, rising and falling with the wind. Do you dare interupt me from my song? I turn to you, growling angerly at your ignorance, my hackles raised, ready for battle, " What do you wish of me?" I ask, a snarl coating my words. What do you want?.....


Do you see through my eyes?.....
Am I to be forgotten in this vast world of the unknown?....of shadow?....alone as I travel, my heart torn in two....
Kiba The Wanderer is what they call me and what they will call me untill life's end, for I have no mate and never will till death consumes me..........
Shall I live on?
Torment grips me, rending my soul appart with an almighty force.....tossing it away as it would any other.....
Can you see my face?
As I wander that shadowy world, I hear a voice calling my name, a hevenly voice, calling me back to the light.....
Can they see my tears?
I reach for the voice but my hands clasp only air, my eyes see only darkness, and I am alone......
Will they save me?
And as I cry, the voice calls out in dispair, knowing that all hope is gone.....that I can never return......
Is this chaos all I know?
I cower in a corner of that same darkness, the tears blinding me, all hope is lost......I will never see the light of day again.......
Will I parish?
Suddenly, another voice impails the other....a strong voice that calls out my name, helping me back onto my feet......
Is this the way out?
I search for the voice, yelling and screaming out in despiration, frantic to find the way out of this hell....my eyes pumping out new tears as I start to loose hope once more....
Will I find him?
The voice calls to me again, sounding closer than ever before, the deep and calming voice resounding through the darkness.......a small pinprick of light in the distance....
Is this the end of all my torment?
I reach for the light....my fingers finding nothing but air, the light seems to be closer than ever before.....
Will you help me?

I open my eyes to the smiling face of my love, his bright eyes shining in the light, "it was only a dream.....your safe now."
I snuggle into his chest, holding him as if never to let go.....tears rolling down my face and sharp sobs escaping my chest.


Was it all a dream?........


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