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Mostly in a sick avoidance kind of way. My boyfriend and I are, um... can't call it fighting... I approached him about something and now he's not answering his phone... what would you call that? Anyhow, the past two days have been hard, yesterday harder than today. I went tanning today, did my homework before class, walk/ran two miles, and stuck with my current eating scheme [aka not a diet, but not a lifestyle change... not a cleansing either, just a scheme]. I even made a few phone calls that should have been made Tuesday. Overall a productive day. But only because I don't want to cry and wonder anymore. Sick avoidance, yep that's what I'd call it.

Partying last night went well. I convinced my homebound friend to get his a** off the couch and go to a pub with me. I did have some co conspirators. It worked out well. I got the ring in the new year with champagne and pool and my best friend.

So I'm sitting here, wondering what to write, not caring what I write. Writing about nothing is lame. But I'm here doing it. blah blah blah.

I was invited to a free concert tonight. i-Defy is rad. I think I'll go see them. We'll see how I feel tonight.