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my journal!
well i love 2 write and stuff so i created this.i usualy do fun things every day so i play to write them down just so i can remember all the fun stuff iv done =)
poems
One girl, unseen by light
A burden on her soul.
Though no one seems to find her,
Their blindness takes its toll.

As the seasons change
we witness all her pain.
Through darkness and through doubt,
She finds nothing to gain.

Once I knew this girl,
I saw pain in weary eyes
All at once I pitied her,
And helped block all the lies.

Now we share the sorrow
the sadness and the tears,
though all happiness fades away,
we will always fight all the fears.

Of all that has now happened,
We bind now, one and strong,
For all the sadness we shed
Will bring happiness ere long.


I fell through, past the light
The fallen angels first flight.
Does anyone hear me?
Is this what Im to be?
Whilst fate take my soul
Falling into dark, blacker than coal
Shall my life reside here
In this place, so widely feared?


When you look at the world today
All you see is where the dead lay
Their heads as the fall
I hear someone call
As I fall into the dark
I see that day at the park,
The day it happened, my world gone
My sadness rising with the dawn
I see a crimson trickle of blood
I smile, knowing I did what I could.
I hold my last breath inside
Someone screaming in my head, You tried!
I close my eyes, exhaling all thats lost
I fall into darkness, knowing now the cost
Of all my lifes un-cried tears
All of the unstated fears.



If I had a dream
I would dream of you
If I had the world
Id give it to you
If my love wasnt lost
I would gift it to you
Why wont you see
What you mean to me?
If I could make you see what you are
I would make you look at the stars.
When I look in your eyes
I see darkened skies.
Will I ever see
If you care for me?
My life begins and ends here.
I have everything to fear.


Time is like an ocean
Flowing forever upon the crests of crashing waves
And the deceit of truth
As time flows by
We watch it pass through our fingers
Hark! The time is falling away
And all is dust in the wind
Bound to time by greed
Concealed from true life
As if the water has been calmed
inside the times of strife



Risen from hell
Hear the bell
Pray its not your turn
Feeding off the blood of sin
He is one of Santans kin
With a scythe of silver mourning
As I fall, I see him
Sitting on a limb
Calling my name, the Jackal
His eyes filled with pain
That also has been lain
Onto my soul, ceasing existence
I remove his hood
And give him my hand, thinking I could
Save him from the fate that has befallen me
He looks into my eyes
I then begin to realize
It already has
In his eyes I saw darkness
I saw the spirit of loneliness
And joined it
Now, two burdened souls walk together
They must walk this way forever
The Reaper and I as one


Now I see who I am
I am lonely, but not alone
I see myself there
Following them like a clone
I realize Im not them
I found my own road
Unsure of its turns
And things hidden in code
I walked that beginning
I follow no one but me
My shadow stumbles behind
I ask myself what I will be
As the rain falls on my shoulders
No one answers that
I see a light, and fade farther
I somberly seek answers at
A time unseen by your eyes
A world youll never know
A place Ill never show
Im falling from what I was



Ill never see your darkest day
Ill never feel your dying breath
Ill never wipe your saddest tear
Ill never heal your bleeding soul
This I realize, this I know
This is what Ill never show
The sadness of the deceit to me
Which is nothing but a memory
Youll never see behind these eyes
Youll never see my soul
Youll never be able to heal my wound
Youll never see my scars
This you realize, this you know
This is what youll never show
The sadness and deceit to you
Is what clouds your skies of blue


I cannot see
I cannot feel
I cannot love
For I am lost
I cannot speak
I cannot hear
I cannot breathe
For I am lost
The darkness will take me
Throw me and break me
Hate me and kill me
For I am lost
I do not know you
But they will find you
And do the same to you
And you will be lost


BloodyxValentinex
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