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My best friend came back to town yesterday, he had been gone for 4 months... he and his girlfriend broke up, she cheated and backstabbed him... he still loves her, the only thing is, i love him too... my feelings for him have become stronger and stronger as we have helped eachother through all of the hard times... Before he started to date his ex he told me that he loved me. but then he went out with her because she was threatening to do some very stupid things, if he didn't. (suicide, drugs, etc.) she got over all of this two weeks after he was hers, she tried to force our friendship apart, but he meant the world to me, so i pushed on and fought, i called him everyday, just to talk, to tell him what was going on in town... and he updated me on her progress, she tried to give up the drugs, but in the end she just went back to it. when they broke up, he stayed there for two months to try and get her to see he was still there for her, trying to get her back. last week he said to me "I have had enough, i gave her my everything, i still am and she just kicks it back in my face, i'm coming home. i don't know how because she got me fired from my job, but i will figure something out." "I miss you." he started to get sad, I had to get him out of there, "i'm paying for you to get back here!" "no, don't!" he tried to stop me, he hated loaning money off people. "I want to babe, I miss you so much, and you said yourself, you have no money." when he got back, i ran up to him and gave him the biggest hug, i took him out to lunch, he looked thin, thinner than usual. i gave some more money, he tried to give it back but i am stubborn, he thanked me... i knew he was good for it. i cannot wait until the 7th of april! i am going to throw him the biggest party.... and the 2nd of June is my debutaunte ball, he's taking me biggrin i really think that i love him...