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And when I take your hand... โช
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โโบ๏ฝกหโหโงโโฝ โฏ โพโโงหโห๏ฝกโบโ
It had been a difficult two months for me, there was grieving in many areas in my life. I had lost my beloved Chloe ( previous entry ) and I had no choice but to cut ties with an ex. For three years, I was trying to see potential in my former partner, and I should of taken my own advice that I give to others:
"Either they are, or they are not what you are looking for."
He wasn't. I was gaslighted, mentally abused, disrespected... So now I need to work on myself, because I THOUGHT I was beyond my past of excusing peoples behavior. But turns out, there is a part of me that still lingers.
I also say.... You have to think with your brain, not your heart.
Because your heart will say,
"I am a good person, I will be understanding and patient."
So you excuse their behavior because they had a past.
But your brain says,
"I too have a past, but I don't treat people like that. I deserve better."
If I had thought with my brain more, I would boost my hearts self-esteem.
But it happens! We make mistakes, and we learn from it. I know I have.
 
And then comes my little Valentine, ๐ถ!
In Feburary, I had seen an event for these Valentines Puppies, she came from a litter.
Nobody was adopting them, for an entire month of the event because they had kennel cough, but I got educated on it-I was told it was the human version of a cold. Something in me just told me to go down there, and check them out. I fell in love with "Valentine". They all had cute Valentine names: Cupid, Romeo, Juliet, and of course Valentine! As I played with Valentine, I realized YEP SHE IS COMING HOME WITH ME. I kept her name the way it is, because it was my Valentine gift... plus the spot on her back looks like a little heart. All of the puppies got adopted a week later! I guess people were seeing, how kennel cough isn't THAT bad to pass up these cute puppies, and gave in!
She was on antibiotics for an entire week, and had her first vet visit. She is a healthy pup! And is due for another visit, tomorrow matter of fact.
I feel like she is healing me. And I swore I didn't want another pupper, I swore I was done. But, I guess life has a way of opening doors.
 Seri Dreams · Tue Mar 11, 2025 @ 10:43pm · 0 Comments |
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Aut vincere aut mori...
