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well i im a lil scared sweatdrop ok well im really scared... idk if this is a bad thing {this entry} or if it is good sweatdrop lol oh well anyway im scared for a MILION reasons.... im scared of everything im scared of loosing the one i love {not to someone else} if they are happy even w/ someone else then id be happy for him but if he was gone for good....im scared of dieing not having known the biggest questions we ask ourselfs and we ask about the world.... im scared of....myself im scared of letting the ones i love down. not having enough confidence to do much of anything.... im scared of having someone dislike me im scared of wasting my life im scared of not spending it w/ "him" my love... im scared of not doing wat i always wanted to. im scared of loving someone.....trusting them and having it blow up in my face... im scared of cheating on "him" im scared of dieing in a freak accident like killed by bear or a train hits my house.... im scared of loosing someone on wrong terms like just saying i hate them and they left..{the world} in other words they died im scared of loosing YOU the ppl i havent met yet the ppl i have never known if yall just vanished then a great fear of mine would have came true... i know it looks like i have a lot of things im afraid of but have u ever thought of wat ur afraid of? make a list and be honest ud probably would be suprized to see u might be more afraid then me thanks for reading biggrin