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Katie's Crap Life..
Mew.
jesus
i havent written in this POS in so long its not even funny....hah. oh well...my life hasnt really changed. i did go to see Dave Matthews Band...and i am 17 now...other than that...bah. ******** it. exclaim


Stupid heat
So..it's all of four degrees at my house... and we have no heat and no hot water. What so ever. My rooms in the basement so it ******** sucks. I'm in a bad mood. duh.. scream


gah
im at school -_-


Mar
I am... GAWD!


So Far Away -- Crossfade
I've been changin' but you'll never see me now
I've been changin' but you'll never see me
Now I'm blaming you for eveything

No more holding it in
How many years can I pretend
And nothing ever goes the way it should

No more sitting in this place
Hoping you might see it my way
Cause I don't think you ever understood
That what I'm looking for are the answers
To why these questions never go away

I'm so far away
I've been changin' but you'll never see me now
I'm so far away
Now I'm blaming you for everything

No more waiting for the end
Of everyday that I will spend
Wishing that I only had a choice

No more pushing it away
Cause I'll be busy watching things go my way
Never looking back on this anymore
Cause what I'm looking for are the answers
To why these questions never go away

I'm so far away
I've been changin' but you'll never see me now
I'm so far away
Now I'm blaming you for everything

I've been changin' but you'll never see me now
Now I'm blamming you for everything

I'm so far away

Hey, hey, watch me wave
Goodbye to yesterday
Nothing left in my way

Hey, hey, I've been saved
With sun shinning on my face
Getting me through this day

Hey, hey, watch me wave
Goodbye to yesterday
Nothing left in my way
feels so good say

I'm so far away
I've been changin' but you'll never see me now
I'm so far away
Now I'm blaming you

I'm so far away


More Quizzes
<img src="http://images.quizilla.com/A/Aliteinthesky/1057725487_CMyDocumentsred.gif" border="0" alt="HASH(0x88aa25 cool ">You are the color red. You are the most controversial of all the colors. You are often easily angered, but as easily as you got excited, you come down. When angered, do you have the tendency to be malicious? Afterwards,do you end up begging for forgiveness? Maybe. But you're incredibly generous, and, odd enough, needy. You love to hate, and sometimes, you hate to love. This color describes you as generally edgy. When in a bad situation, you're pessimistic, and when you're in a good situation, you're extremely optimistic. You're painfully tempermental, and sometimes it hurts the ones you love. But with an exciting and stimulating attitude, you enjoy talking to people and being social. But aside from your bold and outgoing attitude, you're attention-needing and attention-getting. This color is associated with lust and desire--and you are both lust and desirous. You're a protective person when it comes to the people you love. You're incredibly sharp-witted and powerful (not to mention intelligent!).

<img src="http://images.quizilla.com/C/carmabell/1096574153_allyourown.jpg" border="0" alt="sdhg">Your beauty is all your own! You don't like to be the same as everyone else and find that being unique makes you more attractive. The normal trends just don't fit you and things are just more fun when they're upside down. You love to be the one that turns heads with individuality and spunkiness. You're kind of beauty, I would say, could be characterized by your confidence. Though it's not a physical trait, it deffinately shows on you. Rock on!(If you can't see the pics, go to my homepage and look near the bottom and find your result)
<img src="http://images.quizilla.com/I/iridescenteyes/1066528222_rkblueeyes.jpg" border="0" alt="darkblueeyes">Your eye color is dark blue. You rely on your logic solely, and may have more mature interests than many of your friends and family your age. You can sometimes also be interverted and lonely from a lack of understanding with people, and can be rather frustrated with some types of folke. Some may describe you as cold and&br&distant, and you are honest with how you feel about things.


Layla - Eric Clapton
What will you do when you get lonely
No one waiting by your side?
You've been running and hiding much too long;
You know, it's just your foolish pride.

Layla, you got me on my knees. Layla,
I'm begging darling please. Layla,
Darling, won't you ease my worried mind?

I tried to give you consolation;
When your old man had let you down.
Like a fool, I fell in love with you;
You turned my whole world upside down.

Layla, you got me on my knees. Layla,
I'm begging darling please. Layla,
Darling, won't you ease my worried mind?

Let's make the best of the situation
Before I finally go insane.
Please don't say we'll never find a way
And tell me all my love's in vain.

Layla, you got me on my knees. Layla,
I'm begging darling please. Layla,
Darling, won't you ease my worried mind?

Layla, you got me on my knees. Layla,
I'm begging darling please. Layla,
Darling, won't you ease my worried mind?


No Giving Up -- Crossfade
so you found out today
you're life's not the same
not quite as perfect
as it was yesterday
when you were just
getting in the groove
now you're faced with something new
and I know it hurts
and I know you feel torn
but you never gave up
this easily before
so why do you choose today
to give it all away

well it's not so bad y'all
together we all fall
just as long as we get up
we'll stand tall
we shouldn't waste another day
thinking 'bout the things
that we forgot to say
I'm hitting back y'all
I'm kicking these four walls
just as hard as I can
'till I can't crawl
I won't waste another day
with all these silly things
swimming in my brain


There's no giving up now
do you really wanna give this all away?
can't you ever see things in a different way?
Somedays..
such a beautiful thing to throw away
you should think things through
over and over again
all over again

so your scars fade away
you soaked up the pain
a better person 'cause you
lived through those days
and now you know what it's like to prove
you can overcome anything that gets to you
well it's alright
we're saying our goodbyes
to the past and everything that ain't right
we won't waste another day
with only silly things in our way

There's no giving up now
do you really wanna give this all away?
can't you ever see things in a different way?
Somedays..
such a beautiful thing to throw away
you should think things through
it's all you
giving up now

I know we have given
all that we can give
when there's nothing to lean on
will I remember this?
all we make of this lifetime
is all we do within
and remembering that's why
[whispering] we should never give in

do you really wanna give this all away?
can't you ever see things in a different way?
Somedays..
such a beautiful thing to throw away
you should think things through
over and over again
all over again
There's no giving up now!


Starless -- Crossfade
If only you could watch me fall
I cannot feel it anymore
The soul you kept, the soul you adored
Cannot feel you anymore
Cause you've run through me with destructive force
I think somehow I gotta get it straight
I gotta get you out of me
But I cannot get through to you

See me I'm down and I get
Deeper with every breath
See me I'm over the edge
Farther with every step
See me I'm down and I get
Deeper with every breath
Standing over the edge
I’m taking my last breath

Oh I’m feel like I’m starless
I’m ready to fade now
And how I feel like I’m starless
I’m hopeless and grayed out
And how I feel like I’m starless
I’m ready to fade now
And how I feel like I’m starless
I’m ready to burn out

I can transcend you and mentally bend you
But I can’t handle the that s**t I’m into
I have been blinded
I’m always reminded of the things
I’ve wanted but I never could find
I am a part of a world that I hate
I wish the end would come faster
My worlds a disaster
Can’t you see that I’m down and I’m drowning
And I can’t keep my head above my wake

See me I'm down and I get
Deeper with every breath
See me I'm over the edge
Farther with every step
See me I'm down and I get
Deeper with every breath
Standing over the edge
I’m taking my last breath

Oh I’m feel like I’m starless
I’m ready to fade now
And how I feel like I’m starless
I’m hopeless and grayed out
And how I feel like I’m starless
I’m ready to fade now
And how I feel like I’m starless
I’m ready to burn out

I gotta get you out of my veins
I gotta get you out of my blood
I gotta get you out of my scene
I gotta get you out of me

What I’m really trying hard to get down to words
Is the way I fit into this world
things I’ve survived Pushed me to the darker side
Because of life as it was the life that was yours
should have been mine
But I never could take anymore of this
Cause I’m always gonna get down to the floor
It’s a cold gun that I kiss
Cause I cannot break anymore

Somehow I feel like I’m starless
I’m ready to fade now
That’s how I feel when I’m starless
I’m hopeless and grayed out
Somehow I feel like I’m starless
I’m ready to burn out oh
now I’m starless





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