these past months have been extremely difficult-
~I lost one of my best friends a few months ago. Its been hard with out her, cuz she was the adventure in my life. Sh emade me do so many things I would have never had the balls to do. Now my birthday is coming up in a week-and its going to suck cuz its my first one with out her in 5 years. You never know how good something is untill you loose it forever. I never have regretted anything with her, other than loosing her. cry
~My ex got out of jail, beat me till i was in a coma-hid, and beat me again the other night. He truely wants me dead-and I have no idea why-but w/e. neutral
~My family I have failed twice already and am thinking about doing it again. I am back in high school-5th year-First failure- and I dont have straight A's-second failure- which really sucks. Now my mom got a pay cut and I need to help out with the bills, but I am between jobs now. So Im thinking of dropping out of high school, getting a GED and failing my family for the third time so I can work full time. gonk
~Johnson & Wales Univ. I think will never happen again. It was a sweet taste of my life that will never happen. Like giving sugar to a baby, and never letting them have candy. It was the only thing-other than my friends-that made me truely happy.
You never know what is going to happen in your life. By now I planned to be in college, but Im not. So dont waste your life planning it, but LIVE it, cuz you will regret it if you dont, -I AM.
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