music has always found a way to speak to me. so i decided to go to the nearest pawn shop to buy myself an instrument.
as i walked to the store i was wondering what to get: a guitar, drums, maybe a clarinet. i wasn't sure at the time . moments later when i walked into shop my eyes immediately fell upon a violin, but not just any violin thee perfect violin. the moment my eyes say that violin it was as if it was speaking to me. like i was the only one meant to take a bow across those fine looking strings.
immediately i bought it. i went home and pulled it out, i just couldn't wait to try and play it. i took the violin and set it upon my shoulder than took the bow and strung it across those beautiful strings. before i knew it something took over my body, and i just started playing i didn't know what i was playing or how i was doing it, i just knew that it sounded beautiful yet sad, and to my ears perfect.
now i never played the violin before. so i decided not to get cocky and just think that i was a natural right of the bat. so i went and grab some lesson books for the violin. but every time i would pick it up it would automatically make me start playing that same tune. so i decided that i was going to do some research and figure out what this song was.
it took a while to find but i found out that the song was called, "never meant to belong." this made me wonder what kind of sad history this poor violin has been through.
so i picked it up once more and decided to allow it to use me to play it's sad story. before i knew it the violin took over. i don't know what happened but when i took a glance in the mirror i didn't see myself playing, instead i saw this wondrous yet mysterious girl in my place. she seemed to have a special aura about her.
as i continued to play i could feel her sadness. and i understood.
jo18 · Mon Apr 27, 2009 @ 03:24pm · 1 Comments |