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********. not this again.
I can't believe I actually believed he really loved me.
or that I really loved him.
I'm just a ******** dope.
he never cared about anything.
I don't care about anything.
I don't care about anyone except myself.
I'm such a selfish c**t.
kill me, now.
that's irony, for you.

I'M SUCH A ******** IDIOT.
oh my god!
why did I ever do that to myself?
why did I put up with everything?
am I just lost, and will grab onto anything that moves like they know what they're doing?
what the ********?



I'm gonna go hit my head on things now.





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all righty
This is Dimi:
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He's my lover.
He's the best boy in the world
And he owns me.
Every part.
D:

If you think you know how tight we are
You don't know anything.
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crazy s**t day.
someone died.
my friend's dad.
he's only 12.
I had to watch him cry.

********]





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I don't know much anymore.
like,
I don't.
I'm not feeling so hot lately.
maybe it's stress.
or maybe it's madness.
it doesn't feel good.

I decided that talking to people doesn't help.
so I'm going to stop posting for a while.

-hugs cat-

-sigh-




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[x] I listen to Dashboard Confessional
[x] I have cried myself to sleep
[ ] I have woken up crying
[x] I have cried over an ex
[ ] I have cried in a corner
[x] I have cried next to a window
[x] I own a billion sweaters
[x] I own an argyle sweater
[x] almost NONE of them fit properly
[x]i wear chick pants
[x] I wear eyeliner
[ ] my eyeliner is black...and ONLY black
[ ] My friend gave me eyeliner for Christmas
[ ] I cried out of joy when I got that eyeliner
[x] most pictures of me are of my head in wierd lighting, are black and white or are of me in weird hats/fancy clothes
[x] i.type.like.this.sometimes
[ ] I've written songs about a breakup
[ ]I still cry when I read the lyrics
[ ] I play guitar
[ ] It's almost ALWAYS acoustic
[x] I keep a dream journal
[x] I have at least one stuffed animal on my bed at all times
[ ] I change my default pic often (myspace)
[ ] I would NEVER step foot into Hot Topic
[ ]paid for my cell phone ringer
[ ] I cry every time I hear it, bc its one of my favorite songs
[x] I dont personally know 99.99999 percent of my myspace friends
[ ] Noboy understands the real me
[x] I have dyed my hair black, blue or deep red
[x] my friends rock
[ ] I am a straightedge
[ ] I dont hang out with non-edges
[x] I have friends who have never seen my haircolor
[ ] Real punks tend to beat me up alot
[x] I am a camera Whore
[x] I love to have girls do my hair and make-up
[ ] There is a phrase such as "music is my boyfriend" on my myspace
[x] i love to give and recieve hugs
[x] i hate germs
[x] I have been to a therapist
[x] It was because my mom didnt understand me
[x] I am self-concious all the time
[ ] I like the way I look when Im crying
[x] I dont do sports.
[x] I just stand around during Punk/Ska concerts
[x]I cant skank
[ ] I have borrowed clothing from a member of the opposite sex before
[x] I know that Emo stands for emotional
[x]I usually spend over an hour to get ready to leave my house
[x] I only have like 5 billion hair products
[x] I am Gay or Bisexual
[x] I spend so much time on myspace that I know HTML
[x] One of my myspace pictures is of me crying
[ ] My best feature is my hair
[x] i am able to "emo flip" my hair
[ ] One of my myspace pictures is of me making a kissy face
[x] I almost never spend more than two dollars on a shirt
[x] I reapply my eyeliner up to 200 times a day
[x] I have wished I was never born
[ ]"caring is creepy" means something to me
[ ] I know who that song is by
[ ] I just started listening to their cd
[ ] And now I'm crying
[x] I know that Sunny Day Real Estate is not a real estate agency
[x] I have their cd
[x] guys with mohawk ar hot
[x]I dislike animals which are bigger than me
[ ] This includes large dogs
[x] I have never gotten a detention
[x] Mostly because I cried my way out of it
[x] My screen Name has X's in it
[ ] My Screen Name has the words bleed, tears, dream in it
[ ] My screen name has a combination of those words in it
[x] I write my own poetry and songs
[x] i never get around to putting a melody or chords to it though
[x] I have stayed home from school because I was depressed
[x] Valentines day makes me think of how awful my life really is
[x] Black band t's
[ ] Saucony Shoes
[x] or Converse?
[x] in a color other than black?
[x] In a bright color?
[x] messenger bag?
[x] adorned with pins?
[x] patches?
[x] kept on the bag with safety pins?
[x] I'm all about being vegetarian fish-atarian kthxbai
[ ] I am friends with "peta2" on myspace
[x] i check my myspace everyday
[ ] I can take any word and quote a song with that word in it
[ ] I say goodbye on the internet with one of these <3
[ ] I have sung "screaming infedelities"
[x] I change my myspace constantly
[ ] I am welling up with tears
[x]I totally rock

I am 60% emo.

s**t. D:





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