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Hey people I havent updated this for a REEEEEEAAAALLLLLY LOOOOOOOOOOOOONG time^^so todays teh day! (knowing me ill post this and wont update till im a sophmore)Um...where shall I start...

Christmas :
Christmas was sorta boring what we did this year we went to a hotel lobby (since everyone in my family is going through financial things cept my aunt saundra and uncle mark and they were staying at the hotel we went to) There really wasnt much to do cept hang out with my darling uncle beth!(shes my cousin but i call her uncle for some reason unknown and i own her!)and she came with these 2 lil girls that are daughters of my uncle scotts new fiancee(sp?).One of the girls got this digital camera for Christmas so we made some videos.One of them was mainly peoples mouths. I even had beth take a bite out of a cookie hold out her tongue and do a lil cat walk.(it was odd)In every movie we made we always included my older brothers like their ears and their lips.

New years eve and new years:
oy it was supposed to be really fun.I was going to have my bethy(again i own her!) over for new years but on new years eve the last day of the whole dang year it snowed.We didnt get snow on christmas or any other day of the year cept the first and then it decides to snow the last day of year to make up for it!*shakes fist*curse you weather!It got really bad too cause the wind was blowing hard the streets were icy and snow was falling all day!So my uncle scott called and said he couldn't drop off beth cause their street was covered in like 3 inches of ice.So i was kinda sad but then realized i could go to the all nighter(thing my church does)I asked my parents and they said no cause they worried bout the weather.yet they let david and ben go to this party with their friends (they were only worried when it came to me..?)So then i was freakishly bummed i cried in my room for a long time and my mom told me crying wouldnt get my way!Which ticked me off cause i wasnt trying to get my way! I laid on my bed crying for a while till my bff kimmy called me.We talked till 11 she majorly cheered me up!I wuvles my kimmy simmy^^

After Christmas Break:
School was freakishly boring when it started and i was majorly bummed one day cause ive had this crush on a senior guy for teh longest time (he doesnt even know i exist) and i saw him huggin this girl wrapping his arm around her she giggled and junk..it was sickening.Im so pathetic i thought "how dare he have a girlfriend hes mine"yet he has no idea i exist.Ive only seen him look at me a couple times and i learned he goes to my church so my obsession somewhat grew..plus i was in his art class hes a really good artist!he was in the school play and he was a really good actor.I even saw him talking on a banana like it was a phone..in my eyes he was perfect..*sigh*im pathetic..well i got over it i still see him hug that one girl and flirt with her sometimes it seems he only does it around my locker area (im crazy) I dropped one of my electives and switched to study hall so my schedule wouldnt be majorly screwed up.I had finished my homework in it one day and decided to write to kimmy..but i had no idea what to write about so i wrote about cows!^^(moo) the person who sits next to me read the note and told me i scare her..lol it was fun^^

today:
My darling Beth is coming over!kelsey cant wait!(kelsey thinks talking in third person is fun!)I have so much excitement stored up im releasing it through typing this freakishly long journal entry.Im sure most of you stopped reading by now^^yet i continue to type!I cant wait!Ironicly though its snowing today.If she cancels i will scream!*shakes fist*stupid weather!why do you hate me so!?

mood: tired and excited
music: robot by tatu, dear jessie by roller girl, barbie girl by aqua,and raindrops by stunt,so magical by atc
gaming:Animal crossing
current art project: drawing 6 birthstone inspired drawings and ruth draws teh other 6
new show obsession:the old mario series!(my brother got "volume" 1 and 2 i think volume means season)

Wow..this whole month has been super streesful on me..why?well ill tell ya.In list form(Cause thats teh best form 3nodding hehe im weird ^^; )

1.My brother broke his arm
2.I dont get any sleep
3.I never eat breakfast and very rarely will i eat lunch
4.so much homework
5.I barely talk to brett *sniffles*I miss you brett!
6.My friends dating a guy i hate w/a vengence
7.Almost everyone I know has a bf(or in some cases gf)
8.Im so very lonely
9.I need a hug sad
10.People never notice the good things i do only teh bad things
11.all teh guys i like have a gf
12.I hooked up a guy i like w/a girl i hate!(accident)
13.Ive seem to be moody everytime I talk to ruth on msn
14.I havent talked to kim for teh longest time
15.my brothers are jerks><
16.im changing!Im not as hyper and funloving as before..my mom says im maturing (I dont wanna grow up)
17.Ive cried every night this month so far...(and no one seems to notice)

*sigh*I hope ill get over this sad phase before my birthday or my birthday party

ps.My birthday is the 28th

mood:Bored and sad
music:Technologic(by dafeat punk)

Yay!I went swimming today with meh friends wade and kim!it was so much fun and now im sunburned on meh cheeks so i look like im permantly blushing.well anywho during lifeguard break we were talking bout how this guy had a crush on me and asked kim out on teh phone.(turns out it was his friend prank calling her)well he ended up coming to teh pool and me and kim reacted diffrent.I started laughing and she dived under water when he walked by.Turns out wade text him and said "hey wanna come to teh pool"and he text back"no" and wade then text him saying me and kim were there so he came!>< we never found out who he came for me or kim..wade says both..but still he saw me in a swimsuit><eeeeeewww!

mood:kelsey(blonde)

music:the sound of meh typing

Oh my gosh yesterday was so much FUN!!!First I went over to Ruths house and I just realized Kimmyt simmy lived near there so we met up with her at an elementary school near by.While at the elementary school we noticed that Davids street was like right there so we went over to his house for a visit and Ethan was there.So me,Kimmy Simmy,Ruth,David,and Ethan went back to the school and played on the playground until Ethan and David did what they typically do and ran off.Later they called kims cell and they came over to Ruths house(where we were) but sadly Kim had to leave five minutes after they came.So me and ruth hung out with them for a while..Ethan and Ruth felt left out though cause I was mainly just talking to david.After the guys left I got to spend some quality friend time with ruth!It was so Freakin awesome! whee


Happy Late Independence Day Peoples!*winks*