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It's always like this:
Couple of weeks my life is wonderful. Everything goes well and I smile many times a day. Yeah, just couple of weeks.. then all my happy moments are replaced by tears and stupid nonsense that you would probably call it..

My family is about to separate. Soon me and my brother will maybe have two homes.. I don't like the idea of it. I don't like this situation here either. We're not happy. Maybe once a week we have a nice day but then the shouting and silence begins again.

Besides I feel I don't have any friends I could talk to. I have to keep it all inside of me, there's no one I could talk about them. I'm not saying I'd be completely alone, I just can't talk to anyone. It's so easy to say to someone that "there's someone, I'm sure of it, take care" but when it comes to you, it's so darn difficult to take that! What ever I should do?

I'm feeling so down.. I could do something stupid. -_-