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Okayyyy.
it's been a while, but i need to vent here. there has been way too many confusing things going on in my head for me to figure stuff out without writing it all down....

so i've liked this guy antoine for the longest time, but i cant seem to figure out how he feels. if i could do that, then things would be wayyy easier. i love this guy to death, but he is driving me crazy. one day he will be all flirty and in to me (i think) and the next he will be keeping his distance. uhhhhg.

and then i have also kinda started to fall for his friend taylor. i got so sick of antoine being so flppy floppy that i sorta have started to make myself move on. taylor is super nice and hot. (he plays the guitar. ♥ ) i think he might sorta like me back too. every time he sees me, he makes a point of calling out my name to say hi. which makes me feel great. :] i just need to start hanging out with them more. i was also checking out his pics and it looks like he has been flirting with a couple other girls a lot. but then again they might just be friends or they might be old pics or something. i dunno. all i know for sure is that i wish it were me in the pics. sigghhhh.

okay thats it for now. i'll write the rest of it later cuz i have to get ready for my soccer game. tata