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Ok so this is 2009 only journal entry so far....

lets see most of this year was dedicated to my school work, a very nice young lady, and my xbox 360..

atm only things that keep me busy is my clan (which is soon to be renewed "xMADx = murder and distruction" wink , that young lady (Izzy) and my friend trying to get me into yugioh (ya ya you make fun of it not knowing how much you can profit from it).

A lil about the clan
atm we're known as the GV clan no no not the girls varcity or giant vaginas but GreenVille why Greenville because its the hometown of the founders of it i guess. so it died off and the few that stuck around to see it parish decided to make a new one makeing me and soul the new owners.

The participating few are as followed:
xGVx SouLCrushR - Soul
xGVx Sick - Sick
xGVxCrimson - Trilid
xGVx Scroats - Scroats
LIVIN D3AD GIRL - livin

once we convert we'll have have a gamebattles and up for w/e

Then theres Izzy I met her a lil beforr the end of my Junior year. Realy got to know her fell for her and hopefully it dont turn out like the rest ^_^;
Shes wonderful, kind and sweet, to me neway. Yes she has her times but who doesnt right. She gives me a reason to smile every day better than a joke, or even a funny memory just a plain smile with a meaning behind it.


That leaves school i graduated this year and now onto finding a job which will be a challenge since ya know im a bumb and all. Need to get the jeep fixed:
new alternator
oil change
new tires
i know sounds like i just need a new car in general but i love the jeep. gone through so much with it and ill keep fixing her up till she decides to roll over (literally) ive taken her drifting it is my bros first drifting vehicle and my 3rd.

atm ive been sleeping on the coutch in the living room for the fact my room is kinda out of commision and no where to even sit atm but eh its worth it......

hmm..
well i think thats it enjoy......

Lets see here. I have problems yes, but I also try to hide those problems, and when they can be hidden everyone can see them, yes I know no one is perfect but you see heres the problem not many people can accept the fact that others have it better off nor worse off so those that have either hide that fact from those that would have a problem.

like now my insomnia, most would say just shut it all off close your eyes and lay till you dont noticing the things around you. thats a problem becaus everything around me isnt around its inside my head, yes mental images... these images get bigger and bigger till i feel like my heads goin to explode. but then it resets and I just go threw another image...


pointless reading right yes your right but thats what was in my head and im sorry you couldnt except that...

eh l8erz....

Eh, cant sleep graphic design class is getting to me along with algerbra 2!!!

It's like my mind is erasing itself. One second I can remmber it all and all the sudden i can only remmber parts.

One thing i have kept in mind is what if I forget who I am!!!

What if i all the sudden, wake up somewhere surrounded by people, quiet people stairing, wondering who I am. The same thing that will be in mind.

Title Title ^_^

any ways i gues ill report from then to now. to start off im not with my g/f no more been tryen to get her back. but not sure if its worth it becaus she seems to not be able to get her fealings streight. second passed school with cs or higher and yes our schools gpa goes up to 12 i had a couple of friends tell me theres goes up to 4 lol will mines 6 i gues so now thats all said. 3rd been wanting to party with friends but every ones already busy so cant do much of that umm. 4th games have bored me and so has the internet. hell only thing keeping me on is gaia and the people on it oh and a couple of friends on msn ^_^ umm think think........... had my liscence since umm a lil after christmas ^_^ awsomeness got a jeep gas is killing me and the family realy cant seem to get a interview for a job applyed every where in auburn Y_Y umm oh and l8ly ive been craving for more zombie movies idk y either i just want to watch them all. i gues ill post a fav section of people or just anime or game charecters i like ^_^


pict of me when i was bored and out in the kitchen ^_^