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	...life... ........................
	...life... ........................

	Maybe It would be better...
	Maybe It would be better...


If I was gone maybe not dead but gone...My parents wouldn't have to deal with me and they would have more money. My friends wouldn't worry about me and life would be better for them. I might just leave...one way or anouther. Heavenly School Girl · Wed Oct 26, 2005 @ 03:00am · 1 Comments

	As i sit in my room crying....
	As i sit in my room crying....


I think of all my problems, and sorrows. I think of my mom, and my family issues. I think of the many friends i have and wander if i even deserve them. Only a few know my secrate...the rest think i'm just acting for attention, only if you knew. I hate thinking with thinking come tears and i hate to cry. Heavenly School Girl · Sat Oct 15, 2005 @ 03:01am · 5 Comments

	This just came to mind...
	This just came to mind...


Maybe i should move on but i can't...maybe i should go on and forget. You don't understand me, so don't pretend like you do. You can yell you can scream but you can't tell me what to do. I won't listen i'll just yell things i never meant to say, or i'll cry, cry like a new born baby...my friends are right...i'm pathetic... Heavenly School Girl · Tue Oct 11, 2005 @ 02:00am · 7 Comments

	I find my self alone thinking...
	I find my self alone thinking...


I don't know how i would have made it through summer without my friends. Now i find myself sitting in a dark basement listening to music. All the crap i've said and done...all the horrible hurtful things that have come out of my mouth. The look on my mothers face, the fear in her heart, the hope slowly fading from her face... Heavenly School Girl · Sun Oct 09, 2005 @ 10:14pm · 4 Comments

	Start a new life
	Start a new life


I wish i could start a new life. Just rewind my pathetic days and start a new freash life. From day one. But i can't so there's no point hoping for a cure to my existence. a somehow new way of life. One with less pain, one with a happy smiling family, one without people close to my hospitalized. Heavenly School Girl · Sat Oct 08, 2005 @ 10:22pm · 5 Comments

	lol
	lol


Heavenly School Girl · Sat Oct 08, 2005 @ 09:25pm · 2 Comments

	POST
	POST


you must post here or else... he will eat you!!!!myhahahahahahahaha (oops sry im not phycotic if thats what your thinking) Heavenly School Girl · Sat Oct 01, 2005 @ 06:25am · 6 Comments


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