A few years ago I made a decision of waiting until I am 18. It's proving harder than it sounded and of what I have seen. The decision was made because of my now sounding bad hatred of the male population. Especially that stupid joke trend of telling a girl that their friend likes her. Since childhood I was always either around my female cousins or no one at all and when school came up I have been the center of males jokes so that's how I ended up. After that, i have had it somewhat easy until my parent's best friend's son liked me. It gets messy from there though because I was still mixed up and set on waiting until i am 18 to stay boyfriend drama free. I didn't know how much I liked him then but I also didn't know that his dad and step mom would break up and my parents, already broken up, would get with them. Best friends back-stabbed by each other. Now it's been years later and I finally see how much I like him. I barely understand it, but I can say i like him think it is an understatement. I think I am in love with him.It's so unbearable to think that the power of me adoration might be indestructible. I am the girl who tried to stay clear of boys and drama and end up with drama and not saying I like but i am in love with someone. One more year and I am 18. And I have to forget who i think I may probably love. Years after I think he got over me by now. So much heartbreak but whatever. the journey never seems as easy until it is done which would be why no one gets done.
 Devious Cutie · Sun Jul 07, 2013 @ 11:56pm · 0 Comments |
