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Will is on my mind.
I'm questing for couple-art again.
He makes me so beautifully content - with life, with myself.
I'm so head-over-heels.
Maybe one day...
Oh, I could stay in love with him for such a long time...
I have never known anything half as sweet.
 oddgreyone · Sun May 22, 2005 @ 07:33pm · 0 Comments |
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he is all i ever wanted of a boy and so much more |
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I'm in love.
I think I ought to say it again.
I'M IN LOVE.
It's so beautiful...
He's so beautiful.
Will. William Leathers Stephenson.
He loves me. He really does... I marvel at that. I never expected it, ever. We were good friends for so long and I'd liked him for so long... I never thought it was mutual.
(But it was.)
He respects me. He treats me like a woman, not a girl. He thinks I hang the moon. He really appreciates me... He's compassionate and intelligent and funny and lovely and perfection for the eyes...
I never thought it could be this good.
He's changed my entire world-view.
He changed me from an eternal pessimist to an optimist. I look forward to waking up, now. That in itself is worth more than I could ever say.
He's shown me what happiness is. For so long, I thought 'happy" was just not being depressed... How wrong I was.
I have so much more to say, but...
I'll keep it to this:
I'm in love, with the most perfect boy in the world. And it is the most perfect feeling in the world.
oddgreyone · Tue May 17, 2005 @ 04:50am · 0 Comments |
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So. I'm sick, I think. I spent four hours asleep this afternoon and got confused when I woke up.
Snowflake (big dance) came and went. I went for the first time, it was sweet and nice. It was kind of Trypp and I's event for our one-year.
Hmmh. All done with my job and whatnot. Getting my payczech soon I hope.
So tired... Today was very wet and rainy and ick. No Trypp, either.
Sometimes I very much contemplated going home. I think I slept at school more than I was awake... Hmmh.
I miss Lavvie! I have no idea where she's gone, it's kind of worrying me... Eep! eek
oddgreyone · Wed Dec 01, 2004 @ 01:28am · 2 Comments |
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Well I'm at work again. I'm only scheduled for five or so more days, thank god.
One of my best friends, (Steven), got a job at my favorite restaraunt yesterday... That's so crazy... I was all excited/envious... sweatdrop
Soon as I get home from work, I have to clean house, call Steven and tell him to come over, help sew his costume, and then go to Paul's party. Fwee! 3nodding Excitement. smile
Today I saw myself on t.v. - Herr Beger had footage from last weekend's Halloween party and that Friday... I'm pleased to say I'm not as ugly as I think I am. whee I keep working on my self-esteem, it's gonna get better...
I can't wait to see Will tomorrow! Yay for tournaments! And then I get shopping... Mmmh.... whee heart
Well, enough chatter... Oh! Like my costume? wink xd
oddgreyone · Fri Oct 29, 2004 @ 10:30pm · 2 Comments |
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I'm at work; I have less than a month until this job is over, when I get my $480 and hefty recommendations.
Trypp and I will have been a couple for a year in less than a month. ...He made chocolate covered strawberries for his english class today, (they also had white chocolate drizzled on them...) and I got three. whee That's more than anyone else!
J and I drift; I must do something about it...
I really like a lot of the new items on Gaia; I think I'm going to start another artshop to raise some gold. I have Artrage! now, which is most excellent software, so it should be good.
I really do need to raise some gold, though; all these new items are way too tempting, and I don't have enough for everything I want... Maybe start at 200-500g a pic, and see where it goes from there ? They'd be colored, of course. sweatdrop :ponders:
Signing out, from Workforce ADL Co-lab...
oddgreyone · Thu Oct 28, 2004 @ 10:44pm · 0 Comments |
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all clear said the atmosphere |
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I'm at work again.
I'm really, really starting to dislike it.
In happier news, my boyfriend and I patched things up, and I think we're going to be okay.
:sigh of relief:
Things were so shaky there for awhile.
oddgreyone · Wed Oct 13, 2004 @ 08:41pm · 2 Comments |
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ruined the best thing ever. all in a night's work. |
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Oh dear God.
Things have quite suddenly gotten messy.
Very, very, messy and complicated.
I don't know what I'm going to do.
I don't know if Trypp is going to even want me anymore.
I lied to my parents today so I could spend a few hours with Will. He went out of his way to work it out, I felt good. Will makes me happy.
Maybe he can give me some good advice.
oddgreyone · Mon Oct 11, 2004 @ 04:34pm · 0 Comments |
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I don't know what to do.
My boyfriend is three-hundred seventy-six point four-six miles away right now.
My best friend has someone who makes her happy...
I am so terribly alone.
Oh, and my ex?
He tells me the sweetest things and each time it hurts more to tell myself he's lying.
I really hope I'm not falling for him again. It ended messily.
oddgreyone · Sat Oct 09, 2004 @ 11:15pm · 0 Comments |
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i don't think i like my job |
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I'm at work now.
Fall break is today... And until this time next week.
Thank God.
I think I want to hang out with my ex tonight.
We'll see.
Or maybe tomorrow?
He's such good company when he wants my body back.
oddgreyone · Fri Oct 08, 2004 @ 12:07am · 0 Comments |
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