Why does love have to be the most difficult obstacle in life?
Why can't it just run smoothly...
Without hate and anger and jealousy.
Reaching out for what is so out of reach seems...
...Nothing short of foolish.
Why can't I just forget...forgive and forget...
And just leave her be...
I'm driven to insanity just trying to get her, and everyone else to see...
...That I don't want to be the bad guy.
Still everyone fears me...
I try and a fail, over and over again...
And now I'm ready to give up.
...There will never be a light at the end of Russia's tunnel...