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I never really had any reason to write in a journal... until now. See, I just met this guy. Well, he's Caden's father, which makes it a little bit weird in some ways, and means he's a lot older than me... but he's really sweet, and has so many fascinating stories, and is he ever good in bed! (If Caden ever decides to sneak a look at my diary without permission, I bet that will scare him off. It's true though!)
Artan doesn't want a serious romantic relationship or anything. And that's okay with me; I'm not sure I want one, either. But we've spent a lot of time together this past week anyway, walking in the park or lounging around in bed all day. And I started trying to teach him how to read. It's so hard to believe someone could go their whole life without ever learning!
Caden's been acting weird, but I don't really blame him. I mean, he practically walked in on us, and I can see where it would be awkward, to know your dad was sleeping with one of your best friends. But he's trying to be good about it, since he knows it really isn't any of his business. He insists we shouldn't tell Arien, which I think is a little silly. I'm not going to hide it from him, although I don't really see a reason to go interrupt his paperwork to announce who I'm having sex with, either. Caden thinks Arien's going to be really angry, but I think he's more logical than that.
I still miss home sometimes, and Drev. And I still feel a little guilty about leaving him behind. Artan understands why I had to, though, and I haven't felt nearly so lonely since I met him.
Guess that's all for this entry. I sure rambled on, didn't I?
 Caryn · Sun Sep 26, 2004 @ 05:33pm · 0 Comments |
