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stuff that just randomly pops into my mind
Guess,I had to destroy it..
everything there was left between us..
I had to destroy all of it
something's wrong with me
I'm smiling on the outside
but there's a contradiction in which it tells me not to smile
cause I'm not really happy...
but to hide that contradiction and smile for other people
...if only people could realize how selfish they were..
and feel sympathy for others..
...


I'm trying to see past my contradictions
to get past this blurry maze
I want to let go
and I want to hang on
I'm so pathetic..it's sad


I'll pretend to be happy for you
if only you could realize how selfish you are

I know that,even though your heart belongs to someone else
I'm actaally the really selfish one here
asking for something that you can never give me


I want to do nothing but apologize over and over to you
I want to do nothing more than beg for you back..and for you to tell me you love me again

but I know that'll never happen

I want to let go
and I want to hang on...
I wish you could realize..
that this is how I feel

I don't know what to do
I just want to move the ******** on from you already

but for some reason I can't
and I'm sorry for that...
and I'm sorry for how I feel


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