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Dear You, You will never know how much it hurts for you to talk to me. To say hi like it's nothing. You will never know that whenever I see your face, My heart starts to break. That whenever I dream about us I never want to wake up. I think about you when i'm alone and I cry. You will never know anything. But that's it. I'm not your first love nor last. You won't think about me as much as I think of you. You think we're okay now. It's all good. Yeah, You go on beleiveing that but we will never be okay again. You left without a warning. You broke me like you promised like you swore on your life you never would. The first song your fav song was called addicted to you ironic isn't it? Describes you completely. Forget me like i'm not alive that's what you do. But one thing you will know is that you will never find anyone like me and no matter how much you tried you would never get me back. I am not the victm and you didn't win. I love you so much don't get me wrong but you are who you are and that's a heartbreaker. So I am gonna deal with it. Find someone 2x the person you ever were and maybe you'll find someone who will break you too. See how it feels. That's my wish. -Razor.