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i have been ridiculously sick ALLLL WEEK.... i hate being sick.
*sigh*
went to the doctor. put me on steriods, cause my lungs can't cope with having bronchitis.
and now i am going back to bed, where i have been alll week...

i am going to crawl into a hole and never get back out.
so vinny and zane and liz went to go see sin city last night without me... i thought we were waiting for everyone to be able to see it together, but apparently i'm not part of that equation.
*sigh*
i'm trying to not feel hurt/offended by this.
eff it, i'm going thursday if ryan & greg can go or not. i hate people. i'm tired and stressed out and i need to clean my room and write about comics. i'm tired of needing 45 minutes - 1 full hour to get each way too and from employment. i want to work in MY neighborhood or at least have a car. *sigh* i just wanted to see a movie with two of my favorite people, but apparently that's too much to ask too.
stare

Thank you pink links!!!!! Now I am only 1100 gold away from my elf ears. 3nodding whee heart

elf ears = happy mew avatar...

I got an enchanted trunk with the facemask yesterday too. score.

I'm soooo effin tired. I'm getting miserably behind with my schoolwork. I went into my SW proposal meeting yesterday sure that it was going to get ripped to pieces, but all Deborah said was that I need to re-format it and put in a literature review. SCORE. That was super good news. I also met with Ken and worked out a schedule for the comics paper and when it has to be done by... I have to review three storyarcs a week in order to finish on time... *sigh* This week I figure I'll do Avengers: Disassembled, She-Hulk, and 1602... try to get the finished ones done first, so I don't have to revise for new issues... I've done 1602 already, for a paper a year or so ago, so that'll be easy. Bleah. Off to school now...

I am an idiot who should not be allowed around people.

*idiot, idiot, idiot, oh you're such an IDIOT!!!!*
{heh. best line ever.}

I did something stupid. {big suprise there}
I wanted to talk to liz about it but she seems to be a bit preoccupied, so I decided not to bother her with it. Then I didn't want to be alone tonight, but everyone's busy; no one even has time to talk. cry I bought garden state and watched about half of it but I can't focus. I tried cleaning my apartment but there wasn't really enough to clean to make me go into obsessive purging cleaning phase, so that didn't really help.
meh. maybe I'll just go to bed instead.