wow first entry!
well today was preety packed, went through a old box in my room and found a old notebook i used to write poems and lyrics in from when i was seriously depressed,
this is my favourite,
my heart did always belong to you,
it's beat has since ceased,
all because of your acid kisses,
cyanide deadly to me,
stopped, left me breathless,
gasping, begging for more,
like heroin you left me utterly dependant,
addicted to your poisen lips,
so... stealer of my heart,
will i ever be allowed even a tiny piece back?
one step in the direction of being whole?
shattered i lie
pieces of a heart you always did control,
your love, like a brand,
burned forever into my soul,
Thought provoking at the very least, and it made me realise how long i'd wasted on his sorry a**, although some of my best poetry came out of that period, something i guess,
The rest of the day was equally exciting, i applied for a job! yay deposible income at last "crosses finger", then i caught up with some old friends i hadn't seen for about two months, bought a mcdonalds mcflurry!, one good thing to come out of america,] and like a true recluse ive been home online im since,,
anyway ill have to end this session because im off up my best mate of 10 years rachs house to finish some geography coursework..sigh
dam glaciers...oh well lol
toodle pip x
