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Some poems I've written. Please comment.
So many things have come to pass,
why can't anything every last?
Time, never willing to stand still,
never missing a beat or chance to bend the will.
Never leaving anything but pain,
it would be better if death came.
Better for it to claim us then our maddness,
driving us over the edge from all this sadness.
When you can't bear to lose someone,
but can't bear to love someone,
you must choose,
your mind or your heart, which would you rather lose?
When there's no love there's no betrayal,
you can keep the hurt out by tooth and nail.
When you can no longer feel,
nothing will seem real.
No more pain,
fom life's sick game.
Nothing left but to sit and wait,
now no one can save you, its already too late
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The light inside is growing weaker with each day,
I'm fading fast, there's just no way,
for me to save myself,
nor can anyone else.
I'm not dieing,
but I can feel myself drifting further away,
like there's only night, no day.
It's truth I tell, I'm not lieing.
The darkness engulfs me,
locked chains and iron bars,there's no breaking free.
No denying what's happening on the inside,
my soul has died.
Taking away all hopes of happiness,
leaving me cold inside the darkness.
No joy or feelings, no time for pain,
as bullet collides with brain.
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You think I said the words as a joke to play with you,
a game that I thought was funny.
You think I said them to hurt you,
what more do I have to say?
Do I have to bleed,
to make you believe?
Do I have to die,
to prove that what I say is not a lie?
Do I have to live in pain,
for you to have happiness again?
What do I have to do to show you,
I never meant to?
Do I have to learn to live with this grief,
never finding relief?
Do I have to sit around crying,
while inside I'm dieing?
Do I just let go,
will that let you know?
Will that show you,
that I never meant to?
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I've suddenly lost my place,
left only with a fall from grace.
My halo and wings burn to ash,
and my once good life passes by in a flash.
I have no hopes nor dreams,
everything I had has fallen apart it seems.
My memories are shattered,
and my life lays on the floor shattered.
It's all gone away,
leaving me in a foggy haze.
I'm tired of it all,
so I'm going to make it all better with that one last fall.
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You think I don't have one clue,
on what your going through?
You think its so easy for me?
And you say you truly see me?
Obiviously you don't know,
so maybe you really should go.
Because I'm tired of trying to save someone who won't help me,
you never once listened to my one plea.
So I'm done with this,
my little screwed up bliss.
I'm tired and weak,
all this bull and drama has reached a final peak.
I'm so freaking tired of trying to help you,
when you won't help me too.
I've tried and triedso hard to save you,
and all I've ever gotten is nothing in return too.
So I'm sorry but this is how I feel,
unless you can show me how you feel is real.
These words are hard to say,
but with this burden on me everyday I believe it'll take the pain away.
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In the shadows of my mind,
everything plays in a slow rewind.
Time stands still,
and for the moment I have the will.
To look and see,
the true me.
The one that cries alone at night,
wishing only to see that light.
Trying so hard to not break,
trying so hard but can't shake,
that feeling of sadness,
and the feeling of complete and total madness.
So many things have gone wrong,
and its taken so long,
to look in the corners of my mind,
and watch my life in a slow rewind.
It all makes me feel,
everything but real.
Nothing can be said,
I watch the tears fall, the ones I've shed.
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 Invisible_moonlite · Mon Aug 18, 2008 @ 11:55pm · 0 Comments |
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