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How do you document real life, when real life is getting more like fiction each day?
cold cold
cold cold, would you like my candeeelllll?


i keep asking my self.. "do you really think it hurst to die? right now it s hurting so much more to keep on living..."

and yes i know killing my self is not the anwser! and i won't kill myslef i'm to much of a pansy really... ... but damn't... i can't stop cryingwhen i'm alone lately... and i'm always cold.... and noone is heere to light my ******** candle!


and the only reasion i can be content right now even will all the s**t thats going on in ly life i can barely even bring myelf to go and write about it ... only in vage discriptions ...

is the fact that right no i have a 2 month only kitten purring as loud as .. something really loud...in my lap, I have a new kitten ... ok well shes not mine but i named her and everything... ( shes the familys) shes 2 monthes old .. and black ... but i hope she gets a little browner with age.. her name is Mimi...


from RENT ... catscratch club... get it.. anyhoo.. i really want the cat scratch warm stuff for my Ava ... someone want to but it for me?.. i have 34 gold ... beacuse the last itme i sold something i gave all to gold to Erin to draw me a siggy ^.^


so life if fun... and parents suck... having the flu sucks ... and ya lots of things suck... lyers suck... and boys suck

what dosn't suck are frends .... and your new paycheck...

they say you can't buy happyness.... but you can make it a WHOLE hell of a lot easere to live with misery! woot woot!


my journals so ugly !! woot woot! go mee!


life
life is fun..woot woot! now let me just go find a sturdy pice of rope to hang my self with *wanders off*

j/k! .. i just need to think happy thoughts! damn Peater Pan Musical ruining my thought procees after that...


lets find a bar
so dark we forget who we are
and all the scares of the never's and maybys die!
'


testing
one two three

anyhting but that


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