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I cant help but wonder why. He's gone and I get that, but I cant just let go that easy. I want answers, but Im not going to get them. How did it get to this point? How come nobody knew? Didnt someone have the slightest hint about his depression? Why didnt anyone try and stop him? Could this of been prevented? And most of all... Why? Why did you do this to yourself? Why didnt you tell us about it? Why didnt you fight back instead of giving up so easily? Who drove you point where suicide was your only escape? Didnt you know how everyone would feel? Why, Why, Why! We could of helped you. Didnt you know you had friends willing to sacrifice their lives to help yours? Didnt you know we loved you? Was it really worth it? Why did you leave us all so suddenly? No last video, no last words. You broke a promise. You said I will see you tomorrow, that never happened now did it?