Writer’s Log
The thoughts of Silver Foxxe, a Fantasy and Modern Horror Writer
July 26th, 2006
Ehhhh, I’ve been trying to write for the last hour or so. It’s just not working today. Or the past few days to tell the truth. It’s just...really bugging me. I start something and can’t ever finish it. >< Dammit all to hell!
Ya know what I really wanna write? A HUGE fantasy series with all of the races that I love so much. (Nagas, Taurs, Elves, Drow....those kinds of people) I want like....lots of volumes. I want it to be like the Dragons of Pern or something! To be a massive thing I can really be proud of. Not just some puny little 20 chapter piece of s**t that I hide in the back of my binder. I wanna write something I can show off and say “******** YEAH! I wrote all this s**t....and I’m ********’ proud of it, niggahs!”
But hey...most aspiring writers and artists want to do something they can truly be proud of. And I’m just another of the trillions of people. That’s....kinda really depressing though. Like...no matter how much I write...I’ll never be noticed. Argh! I’m depressing myself. ******** that.
On to a lighter topic, eh?
I’ve got so many characters, themes, and scapes that I’m dying to use, but I can’t get them into anything. Should I just throw them ALL into one alter dimension and see how they fair? Gawd. That’d be a comedy from holy hell, eh? Noice.
No, but really...I have stuff I want to write about and I just can’t. Like....I have a mute character that I NEED to use somewhere. I’ve got him all planned out in my head...and he’s eating away at my muse. It’s like he’s taken a physical form in my brain and started beating my little chibi muse guy in the face with his laptop. Ah! That would be such a cute little ficlet. A muse getting into a fight with a character. I should write that some time.
O_O See what I mean!!! I come up with stuff, then never use it. God!
Eh. Imma go try and write....SOMETHING. Poetry....a short, very short story...another chapter....just something.
Foxxe - Out
Lime Green Loli · Thu Jul 27, 2006 @ 04:16am · 0 Comments
