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work sucks. i have to find another job.
people don't like me and i don't understand why..
maybe i should stop trying to talk to people
and just crawl under a rock.
no one will miss me.
i can't have pink hair if i work there anymore
or wear my rings or earrings.
i can't wear my purple pants that no one noticed were purple...

i dont know why the ******** im writing this all down here
like anyone will read this and something magical will happen
and my work place will suddenly like me! ******** this.

sadly the same goes with school. i just dont wanna go anymore
i can't stand the bitches and the people who are way to
self absorbed that they can't say "sorry" or "excuse me"
when they run into someone in the hallway. old friends don't
talk to me new? friends are like sophomores and they don't
really care... i can't just talk to them about my s**t they have no
no one has any idea.

the teachers are just as bad. making everyone who isn't as smart
feel like s**t and stupid. when i know im not stupid. and some of
the teachers say they really care about
the students. bull s**t. theres no way a teacher can care if they
make me feel like an idiot and wanna just die right there.

the whole point of school is to put people "in their spot"
and to "train" them for where they will be in the real world.

wow i ranted. whatever. no one will read this anyway <3
haha i just re-read all of this and it makes no sense.

silly.