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I want to be able to show my face to you and not worry about the next words out of your mouth. I want to go back to the way things were before you messed everything up. You slaughtered that part of my heart you held, and now I'm the one paying for your stupidity. I hope your happy with yourself, knowing you deprived our family of the one thing we all worked so hard to gain, your love and acceptance. We had finally thought we'd made it through that final barrier, when you turned and threw it all away. I don't think you realize how many tears overfilled our eyes, how our hearts ached, and our body shook. You only cared for what made you happy. For what got you to where you wanted to be. I hope you realize your mistake, because now that you destroyed my love, and even adoration, you can never get it back. You brought this among yourself. You ignorant, selfish, brat of a woman, you deserve any pain you receive in your life, not death, but pain most definetly. I want to be able to show my face to you and not worry about the next words out of your mouth. I want to go back to the way things were before you messed everything up. You slaughtered that part of my heart you held, and now I'm the one paying for your stupidity. I hope you happy.