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Okay it's been years since I've been home. Now I know what a lot of you might be thinking because most of you guys knew me in AZ and it hasn't been that long since I left. For those of you who don't know, my home is OH. I was born there and live there until 7th grade. I have lived on the west coast for a longer period of time, however this has never quite felt like home to me. So I finally am getting a chance to see my real home!!!! I can't wait to see how much has changed and what new is there. But on the other hand I'm TERRIFIED of what I'm going to experience when I get there. I can't help but to think that this was all a big mistake. There are a lot of things that could go wrong, and that scares me senseless. I almost wish I wasn't going at all. But everyone says that this is a good idea and I need to go. However........ I'm not so sure that I should at all. So on the night before my trip I'm sitting here in absolute dread and wondering: Will I end up happy, or completely regretting my decision? confused sweatdrop