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Whoosh. Away I go.
Woah.

Time is moving fast. Seems like just yesterday I was in an I.E.P. discussing my education. I'm getting blown away. Yet again. ;3;

I hate the feeling of getting blown away. It seems so... sudden each time.

And each time, seems like it's a bad time. It feels like I'm changing who I am, without even realizing it without being able to choose the path I want.

Sometimes I'm not sure who I am anymore.

I've changed so much maybe I don't reconize myself. Excpet for when I have those moments. Which I'm supposed to be getting rid of.

The reason I think I have those moments, is becase I still identify with being a kid, and haven't felt like changing from that.

I've always said that everyone is still a kid inside. I think that definatly applies to me.


I'm just pretty dumb in that way, I guess.

Those moments= When I act like a child, way younger than my age.


.^^. Quite content.... for now.
I'm sucha freak. Just want to get that out.

My moods are always going up and down. So hard to get used to.

But, at least I can control it somewhat. -sigh- o_____o

I'm just happy for the moment, cause I'm moving towards getting out of the "program" or my so called school. ;D Which to me is a big relief in ways.

Then again, the exit exam is coming up veeeeery soon. So lots of testing and icky stress will be coming. EWWWW~ x.x


How to feel... Gosh, I'm confused.
After talking to my friends about a little issue..
I've decided I'm thouroughly confused.


-sigh- Nothing can ever be easy, can it?

o.o


V-Day Sickness
Bleh.

I'm sick. Got a cold today, or something.
Starting feeling dizzy in class. Like I was going to fall. I really need sleep, I'm so tired all the time. But sleeping never helps. ;___;

Anyways, I'd better go to bed and take care of this darned cold.

Kinda stinks to get a cold on V-day though... >,<


Heh. Truancy Issues. Go figure.
It was bound to happen. -sigh- Oh well.

Today I had to go to a SAART meeting(I think that's how it's spelled...?) because I had been absent and unexcused for more than 3 days. Not in a row. Just to let you know.
But anyway. It was, well... Awfull. I mean. ai just wanted to yell out, "ARE YOU SERIOUS?" but I knew I couldn't.

I'll get over in sometime.

In the mean while.. My RO subby ran out again. And my parents won't let me get another. Gee, I wonder why. Just when I start to have fun.... Everything starts heading down again. v,v




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