Okay, so three years ago my mom married this ugly b*****d who I still hate. Remember that entry? My mom said to just give him a chance, but it's been three years and I hate him more by the day.
Anyways, yesterday afternoon we had a fight. I was watching Indiana Jones with my sister on Sci-fi channel (w00t) and he asked me something, but the volume was up too loud. I asked my sister (who had the remote) to turn down the volume or just pause it. I asked her three times to the point of snapping at her "Just pause it". In that time, he asked me if I could hear him and I quickly said that I couldn't. The "sharpness of my tone" made the b*****d snap, "You need to learn respect! You don't respect anyone!"
"I respect my mom-"
"You treat your mom like she's a b***h! You're the only ******** b***h here!" he said, two inches away from my face and spitting all over me. And this was just after I sat down for the first time that afternoon after washing the laundry with my mom and pouring her a drink and made effing CHOCOLATE PUDDING for her. I splashed the glass of water in my hand on his face because he would not back off and I don't take a man throwing every profanity he knows at me to tell me that I'm a horrible person. I have low enough self-esteem as it is. So he punched me in the face. My cheek is still red and I don't know if I have my $200 prescription sunglasses anymore.
He really wanted respect before, but now he can never get it. I can't respect a full grown man who socks a girl in any part of her body. I splashed water on him. That would dry in not even an hour but my cheek is still red after over twelve hours. I want to apologize for the sharpness of my tone that sparked the misunderstanding, but then it would seem like I'm saying I was wrong and he was right when he did nothing right. It takes two to make an argument escalate out of proportions.
So, of all my friends in real life reading this, can I stay with you until the next time that b*****d is out of town for work? Because I never want to see his face again even if that means sacrificing my mother. She's on his side anyways or they wouldn't have gotten married against both my sister and my will.
 kuro-kun · Sun May 18, 2008 @ 05:46pm · 1 Comments |
