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so many problems right now...and i don't even know how to fix it...its not about u and ur friend mark daniel ok...its about someone else and u know who the girl i mean...and i know she likes u..it's not in the state i'm being jealous...it's just the things she did to me that i don't like that will cause our friendship break...and i don't want u to get involve in it....and i don't want to give u lots of problem thats why i'm doing this to u..i'm so sorry if i make things to u so hard crying ...but i think this is the best way i can do to protect u.....
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arrow i thought i would never feel anything cause i thought my heart was already close..i thought i should follow whats in my head but i was wrong...
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    soo...let me get this straight....the only reason why because wht ur friend did to u, and u dont want me to get involved..soo i guess to protect me...u are letting me go...only as ur..(well u know) but our friendship will never change....it will just be a little different now...and btw...i know that she likes me...and i know that ur not jealous..but ur not giving me any problems...its just that i want u to happy...even if ur friend is...doing wht ever she is doing to u...if u let me talk to her...maybe i can talk to her...but not about wht she did to u...just to talk some sense into her...
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    >btw theres part 2 this...plz read bottom comment after this...<

    comment dark_leonheart · Community Member · Sun May 06, 2007 @ 12:27am

    "Stop trying to predict your future & stop looking back at your past because all you have to do is BELIEVE in your present."
    Your quote is still sticking to me...i guess i took it to heart...maybe u should...maybe it will help...im just trying to make things not soo difficult for u as much is it for me...i really hope that u understand...im saying this as ur close friend...cause our break...well i really dunno how long its going to last...but i cant really think about it...it will just make me think about it too much....again hope that u understand that wht im saying.... / I will always luv you...as a lover and as ur close friend...i hope that u still luv me too...no matter how i am to u...lover or close friend...also i really hope that wht u said "i thought i would never feel anything cause i thought my heart was already close..i thought i should follow whats in my head but i was wrong... " ...i really hope that we both can follow whts in our heart...not whts in our head...even though, like u said...u could be wrong...but maybe sometimes....the heart is clouding the judgement much whts in ur head...but from experience...i dunno about u....but i always go wit my heart...that why i chose u... heart (i sound sooo stupid...plz dont hesitate to smack me in the head or something...i may not know why at skool...but maybe...)

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    i really dunno if this pic will help u...but...just soo u know...im always there if u need me...

    comment dark_leonheart · Community Member · Sun May 06, 2007 @ 12:31am
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    uumm.. who told u that I'm letting u go? don't tell me I'm the one who said it to u...i bet u missed interpret what I mean again.. if thats what u want me to do..so you're free now..and i don't owned you anymore.. and i know things will always be the same as they used to be..I know that u want me to be happy but i think u still don't get what kind of happiness i want...do u? uumm....ummm u can do what ever u want but just don't talk about me and her..and i don't want to hurt her feelings..but I'm warning u...don't feel sorry If i will got into trouble and If I'll be forbid to talk to u again or either seeing u so yea.......
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    I think I'm gonna break my own promise that I made (not going to cry)...

    comment Babyria92 · Community Member · Sun May 06, 2007 @ 03:49am
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    thats good that the words stick in ur heads..thanks for the advise...tell me...is it too difficult for u about the things that just happened? and u know already the answer about what i feel about u.... I always love u no matter what.User Image
    I know you have been in a lot of experience..well.. thanks for sharing about it...thank u..now i don't have to experience that...so i think..i should follow your advice since you've been in a lot of experience sweatdrop
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    no wonder u chose me...and actually..u don't sound stupid..your just expressing what u feel inside and remember .... only the people who cannot express what they feel inside are stupid.. so don't think you're stupid..btw..I'm not a violent person....thanks 4 everything

    comment Babyria92 · Community Member · Sun May 06, 2007 @ 04:11am
    ....u know i dont want to let u go...it just sounded like u wanted to...im srry...ur rite...i misinterpret wht u said....just a few things...why dont u want me to talk to u and her anymore?? just because IF she talks to me...its doesnt mean u have to talk to me or see me anymore...just because of that?!? If im repeating myself...but i want u to be happy...but i really dunno wht i can do... / even though i will seem changed or maybe different to u....its just something to make me stop wrrying that if i break the promise...u'll hate me....but then again...its ok that u broke it....its my fault.... btw the second pic " Why is that the ppl u luv the most..." i really can tell that ur hurt...and again..im repeating myself again... but..I want to be there for u when u need me the most...to comfort u..in anyway i can..
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    maybe i'll break tht promise...when i least expect to...(not going to cry) but...u should know about me... sweatdrop

    comment dark_leonheart · Community Member · Sun May 06, 2007 @ 04:40pm
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    im sry...i really dont have much pics to put here....but anyway thx for telling me im not stupid stressed and also....Ur welcome...i may not have been wit u as much as we could...(or something...i cant really explain good sweatdrop ) but we both know that we will keep our memories together....I luv u no matter wht...
    and yes...i know there's a typo in the pic... redface

    comment dark_leonheart · Community Member · Sun May 06, 2007 @ 04:47pm
    its ok though..at least everything is fine and back to normal..

    comment Babyria92 · Community Member · Tue May 08, 2007 @ 12:47am
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