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My role playing character, Keiarra, is more than just a character I use on Gaia.
Yes, my friends, she is much more important than that. She is what I am, what I wish I could be, and what I admire. Keiarra has been through large amounts of pain. She feels alone, she feels no one will ever care, and nobody will be there to save her. This I draw from myself.(Though I'm not completely alone, I actually have many great friends who care about me ^^) Becouse of the fact that she is alone in life, she has become independent. Her soul longs for companionship, but she knows that she can take on life by herself. She's strong. She has powers no other vampire could dream of, and the strength and will to use them. This I long for. Independence, I mean. The fact that I'm not a vampire I can deal with.
Lately I've been wondering about something, though. Is Keiarra based on me, or is she part of me? You see, for those of you who do not already know, I have multiple personalities. Not joking, either. I truly am more than one person.
So now that I've got you convinced, I think I'll move on to the reason I suspect this. Now, I'm sure many of you have heard the name, or something similar to it. I've known this name for years, and been fond of it, but never heard it anywhere. But does that mean I made it up?
Or could it mean I knew this name becouse one inhabits my body that goes by it?
Now I'm fine if you don't beleive me. I'm not the type to force my beliefs on others, and I respect that some have different opinions. But I do think this might be the case. I won't go into detail about so said "Keiarra", since you probably don't need to hear too much about my strangeness. O.o
Hmmm.....Now that I think about it, all this might seem a bit scary to you. I certainly hope not. I am a bit different than most, but that doesn't neccisarily mean to fear me.
Well, I think I've delved deep enough into myself for you, my audience. I'm not usually the type to spill out everything about me, so I must apologize, but I'm going to stop talking about myself now. Gives me the chills to reveal too much about myself at one sitting. I hope you all enjoyed this entry. If you're wondering why I said all this, remember this is called a "journal". Comments are welcome as always, and I would be glad to answer any questions that might have formed in your little head about me or Keiarra. This has been Rachel, with more of her crazy little ramblings. Now I don't want to sound like a redneck or anything, so I'll just say you're welcome back anytime to my little collection of insanity. As I'm sure you can see, I also have a little artwork(not my best work, by the way), and a few poems you can read if you wish. Enjoy!