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Once more I am here to just whine...I have nothign better to do and that is all I can say.
Oh and if anyone reads this and has soem advice please write it down....

Hokay...so it's like this okay? I have a girlfriend again...sweet right? Not right...the thing is my heart still lies in another person another place. The only thing is...she hates me...she doesn't want my help nor my love any more.... But what is the saddest is that i try to help her...I try to keep her safe even though she no longer loves me nor wants me with her...... I don't know what to do anymore...I still love her so very much...and she just wont....she just wont....and now there is this other guy..her ex...who borke up with her...now she wants him again and I hear him every day...how much he says he wants to hurt her again...and that she is too damned stupid to leave him for good...that she'll just keep comming back...I don't know what to do...I love her so much...and I want to protect her..to shield her...to have her look upon me with love like she once did...I miss it so much...