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So, last night's dream woke me up.

In the dream I'm walking the hallways, knowing I had to get to class. And on my way I see a group of guys who I know are my friends. And they are bullying this small kid. My response was to say that it wasn't cute and that they need to stop. They kind of ignored me until I told them that I would make them stop. The kid they were picking on said that I should mind my own business and that I should just leave it alone. I was kind of hurt that he didn't want my help or anything. Then I turned and told my friends that I wouldn't leave until they stopped and left. So, it was if they left because they were bored, but they did leave. Anyway, that kid got on my case about helping him again. So I just told him that it wasn't about him, but it was about What they were doing to him.

Then I went to class and sat next to one my friends who was bullying that kid. I knew in the dream that he was my best friend, so I was shocked when he told me what I was doing was wrong. I was blown away. He said it was none of my business and that standing up to them wouldn't stop it. The only way to help was to lessen the pain but joining in so one less hit got landed. That didn't make any sense to be, but at the same time they were making me feel bad for helping.

The teacher didn't show up for class and so we were allowed to leave. My friend asked if I wanted to play volleyball, but I insisted that I had to go walk the halls to keep my other friends from doing what they did earlier. Again he told me that it wasn't my job or responsiblity and that I should keep my nose out of that kind of business. I went and walked the halls anyway. I saw them picking on that same kid when I walked by. I yelled at them to stop, but like the first time they ignored me. Then I was getting mad that they wouldn't listen, but knew that I would stop them. I yelled again that if they didn't stop, I would stop them. I yelled so loud I guess that I woke myself up.

NOT to much of a mystical dream, but somebody remarked to me that it was a response to my pervious dream a few nights ago. The one about the battle was a prophetic dream that helped me get a few of my ducks in a row religously. And this one, was a complete opposite. Telling me that the things I learned from the other dream had nothing to do with me or couldn't be effected by me. I think that one is from a little known temper we know who was trying to give me some bad directions. Hope I'm on the right track, but if not, it's something to think about anyways.

Sleep tight.
Sweet dreams.