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Okay well, im bored. i have nothing to do, my boyfriend broke up with me and i cant go shopping until tomorrow. Im basically reaaally sad right now for a lot of reasons. the biggest is, as i stated, my boyfriend lane broke up with me. he asked me out, yet a day or two later and then broke up with me the next morning. which was this morning. i liked him a lot and its pretty painful when you have to hear "i never loved you" or "i dont like you" or "go to hell" or "******** you".

Yup. I hate people. a lot. lot lot. anyways, that was real depressing for me and i plan on avoiding him and my other friends who have also been bothering me tomorrow. Im not going to eat lunch and im going to hide behind a wall or up by the track until class starts. that way i wont have to deal with anyone.

I thought going to Joe walker would have been better for me, sense i dont have to deal with all the ghetto rap, talk, people etc. and the fact i wont have to deal with stupid sarah saying i stole her hair style! That reminds me, that b***h sarah tucker. she got off saying i was trying to be her. she said that i stole her hair style and that im trying to be-what SHE calls goth. no, shes emo. the only thing thats similar about our hair is that its short. hers, for one, is shorter than mine. mine flips out. hers is an orange natural red with a blonde streak and mine is a dark brown that looks black!

Thats barelly even similar. and yet it still gets to me SO much for some reason. she says she goth when shes emo. I have always been very dark, wore black, and loved music but as soon as we had to be in home room together she suddenly assumed i was being her. the music thing MAY have been her. She has turned me on to some good music, but that doesnt mean i didnt love music before. I asked my friend cassandra when i saw explaining this to her aswell and she siad that i have ALWAYS been into music. i just may have started to like it more whether that was sarah or not. and if it is, then i thank her because i love music a lot and i found some cool bands that she had/liked that i liked too.

But seriously...spazz over that? i think thats rediculous.

Im going shopping tomorrow. im really excited and happy. i was supposed to get spring clothes and we finally had the time to get to it. Ill probobly buy some shoes, skirts, capris, shirts, accesories and maybe a tote bag or so. The tote i used for school broke and my grandma didnt get it fixed like she said she would. >>

Im hoping to see a friend of mine i met a while back at the mall. i havent seen him in a very long time and theres a slight change ill bump into him there. It would be great if i did see him there though. Lane hates it when i talk about him or keith or Dorian for that matter. I hate how he thinks hes god half the time. well, i guess im done and i might post another entry tomorrow if anything good windes up happening. Bye people.