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i will never love him.he will always love me.he makes me feel like s**t.when he says he loves me it feels like a hit.i know it's just a record word that he says to every other girl.i just hate how he always whants to me oby him.i hate how he hates the peolpe i love,but most of all i hate the fact that he still loves me no matter what.whatreally kill s me the most is i got so cought up with him i love him back but i hate it how wereso in love sometimes it makes me cry.i don't know why i hurt myself by talking to him every time i can sometimes he even menchens other girls but he dosen't know how much it really hurts.it hurts that he knows i still loe himand i stull wana kiss and hug him.i get cold when i here his voice on the phone half of the time we just say nothing.i love him,he loves me,and i hate it so much.i hate how i use to and right now still kind of do love him to tears.i always am thinking about is he the right guy should i have really fallen for him he'll always ceach me but he's really strong how meny other girls is falling for him?