If your reading this then you probly know me well if not then i guess your just reading it.There is a man i know we use to be together then out of random i broke his heart and dumped him.Now were good friends but even though were not together it's still as if he's still trying to be that guy trying to get the girl.He's a sweet guy tall curly hair glasses and chubby white cheeks.You would think by now he would be over me even if we are friends.I got over him a long time ago.I just don't understand i treat him like how i would treat all my other guy friends.When he ask why i told him "i just don't have that i love you feeling".You would think that would hurt make him mad make him wana just not see my face ever again(or at lest for a week).But no he's still walks me to class,to my bus,still hugs me,still hangs out with my friends.I can just see in his face when i hug another guy he feels like hurting them....but i really just don't understand is it me or is it him?Why on earth would he still act like me loves me.When i told him i just don't have that feeling he just said "okay well what ever makes you happy".I know i probley sound like a jackass for dumping him but lets face it i need someone a little bit more crazy and loud like me.Someone i can be a dumb a** with but still talk to about my problems and how i feel.Someone i can pose like manicans with in the mall and who will watch retarded cartoons with me.Oh well the point is the person that i am talking to if your reading this(witch your problem not)why do you still love me?and i know this may hurt but i don't love you like how you love me.I think the only reason i said yes was because i was to eager for a relationship now I've learn my lesson and i apologize for hurting you and giving you the wrong idea...but hey you and your curly jelled hair is gona find someone better i know it. 3nodding 
 [.kandy.] · Thu Mar 06, 2008 @ 03:07pm · 3 Comments |
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