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i lay here in the darkness.
i cut too deep, and there's blood everywhere.
and you sit there watching.
watching me die.
already i struggle to keep my eyes open.
as you see them fade.
you smell death in the air.
and you're helpless.
i've done it.
i killed myself.
and now you must watch me fall before you.
there's nothing you can do, but still you tried to save me.
why?
why did you love me so much?
why did you care.
now as i draw my last breath i shall use it to ask you,
"was i worth it?"

please tell me what you think!
mrgreen