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~Tadah! Waaah~ I've been so drained lately... just tired of everything... tired of the people I know, the routine life I have... everything... Sometimes I wonder if life is even worth living... Not a very positive outlook, but I have been really negative lately. Dx Geh. I'm lost, you could say. I constantly find myself in a daze, standing in the middle of the room, then going: '.... What was I doing again?' I space out waaaay too much. -sigh- I just can't focus on anything. Restless, yes, that's the word I'm looking for. And it's what I've been the last few weeks. Ah, it'd be nice to talk to someone about this... But... talking to my family about these sorts of things is really awkward... Heeeee... So, I put on my happy face and act like nothing is wrong. Odd how if I act happy, I usually forget about my problems... but the hole is still there. Onto happier things! I took my mom out to get ice cream after we both had gone to the dentist. (she can be such a child, sometimes I wonder who the real mother is. xD) &---(me talking here) Anyways, she got a small ice cream cone. And I got a large. xD Ice creeeeam!! <333 This guy who was working the machine either screwed up big time with my cone, or liked me or whatever, because seriously, my ice cream cone was HUGE. We both laughed so much, and I finished the whole thing. And wanted more. xDDD;;; For some strange reason, my family finds it most entertaining to tease me. D: I can't say I see why, after all, my reaction isn't too bad. I mostly ignore them. It's all in fun, of course, but sometimes I find it rather troublesome. Everything seems like a joke, which is one of the reasons I don't feel like I can talk to them... Of course... it's not going to be too funny when my mom finds out how far behind I am in math. ;D ~Toodles!

Posted by: Kitsuan Mon Mar 26, 2007 @ 04:50am

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Commented on: Sat Mar 31, 2007 @ 03:40am


	I'm sorry for your trouble, and don't worry I space out all the time like that. It gets pretty bad when you do it while driving. Heh. sweatdrop Yay! I Scream for Ice Cream! Lately, I've been craving ice cream like crazy! Mmmmmmmmm........ 4laugh I'm teased all the time because alot of the things I say is taking pervertedly by my friends. But I let it slide and not let it bother me. Instead I look at what I said and laugh too. Wooo, Math! sounds like my Spanish grade. Hee hee. xd

Commented on: Sun May 27, 2007 @ 02:38am


	You've got no idea about my mom... she dances around the house listening to her iPod..... Whereas my brother just turns up the volume on his iPod so he doesn't have to listen to me. I think the last time I did any math schoolwork was in January. Oh, and I was up until 1 in the morning partially just for ice cream. My mom went to bed at 10:30 and my brother and I waited until 1 to get dessert. I got the ice cream...... Walking down stairs in the dark is scary. I was awake until around 2:30, though. You must've gotten lucky with the ice cream.... I got a ton of extra whipped cream when we headed to Starbucks one time, and my brother said it was probably because I'm so skinny. I'm almost all muscle, bone and organs.

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Commented on: Wed Jun 06, 2007 @ 07:52pm


	Hehez ... =^.^= You seem to be a very thoughtful and kind-hearted person in reality too smile & a truly positive element and comforting person to the whole family. Though IT is a pity that they don't take you soooooo seriously... Of course, there must be someone you seem closer to in your family or friends and to whom you could share your troubles with. Lolz, I think it's something normal to forget what you had purposely gone to that room = busy life of today, and apart from that even my friends and other people I talk to seem to suffer from the same 'forgetful thingie'. =D Hope you're fine and tc xXx =] {xLoOoLx}

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