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My Controversial Ideas
Please keep in mind while you are reading these, that I am a complete and total hypocrite.
My One Deep Moment
I suppose that most people have had at least a few points in their lives, when they experienced some sort of strong emotion in conjunction with some sort of revelation. This is the only one that I have ever had, and I just felt like writing it down somewhere so I could refer back to it every once in a while.

"Yeah. It happens less and less as I get older. People grow up and mature and, even though I may be the same age as them, they lose the ability to do that. Growing up takes all the innocent joy and laughter out of them. They forget how to just.…..play and laugh and be happy with each other.
Wow. I just realized that this is the most depressing thing I have ever thought of. If I were still young enough to easily cry, I would be crying right now.
This is the first really deep moment I can ever really remember happening. And it feels stupid for me to say all this over the internet.
Wow. I doubt that I will ever have another realization this profound in my entire life.
Sorry, this probably sounds stupid and corny (especially on the internet).
Just disregard the monologue that I just did."


Occurred on March 4, 2006


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  • User Comments: [2]
    Nah, I think about that all the time. I know when I was a kid, I had no thought for what people would think if I did this or that, or how they would feel. As a result, I was much more cheerful and outgoing, and I (according to some who've known me throughout my life) "radiated" confidence. It is very different now. I'm much more reserved and I worry too much about what others think. However, I am more in key with what others think and I know how not to put my foot in my mouth most of the time. Unless, of course, I'm around people who can't understand exaggerations. Lol.

    comment Idril Nienna · Community Member · Sun Jun 29, 2008 @ 06:18am
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