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so im on the waiting list for TAMS and my god im nervous!!! i HAVE to get into that school!
im feeling extremely depressed right now. i thought i'd crossed the depression bridge and burnt its a**, but no, its back.
~*Rant Time*~
is it too much to want some appreciation? some congratulations? every time i try to please people or be a good freind, im slapped down like a cockroach. is it any wonder im pulling away from friends, not talking, and always in a bad mood? its like no one understands me nor do they care. im just a worker who's never good enough. *sigh* i cant keep doing this