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Siyango
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Weekend Almost Over
Currently Read: The High King
Currently Listening To: Going Under by Evanescence
Currently Feeling: Blah..


Bleh...Nothing much really.

On Friday I spent the night over Anim's house. Jordan also spent the night over there, and we did stuffs. We went to bed pretty early, atleast it's early to us, around 12 am. Yeah, I know it might not be that early to some people...but it's early to us, and I am repeating myself for some reason..

In the morning we did s**t on the computer. We recorded songs and stuff and played them backwards. 'Tis fun stuffs. We did get a really cool thing for one of the songs, but I won't tell you what it is. I had to leave in the middle of listening to the backwards version of the song, so that wasn't cool.

I haven't read much of my book lately, but that's ok, I've been doing other stuff. I think I might be meeting someone over spring break, but I'm not sure..oh well, I really hope I get to meet them..but..

I had the weirdest dream. I won like..two roosters, and kitten, and a dog. The dog was Luke, my female collie blue-healer mix, so I guess some would call her a mutt...but anyways. In the dream, the kitten ate one of the roosters, and lived. Next Luke at the kitten and choked on it, so both of them died...I think I cried in the dream, but I'm not completely sure.. It was kind of like a game.. When the animals died, there was a yellow x over the picture at the top of the...dream. Like I said, it was weird. That probably isn't all of the dream, but I can't remember the rest of it..X-x;;

*Emo-like mood.* Yeah, I know there is like...1 person that actually reads this, so no one has to pretend. And if anyone else reads it they just don't comment..oh well, I guess I'll live... *Le sigh.* Yeah, yeah, I know I'm being really stupid, but I don't give a ********

I've been really emotional lately...crying at the stupidest of stuffs...I don't know why. It's not normal, or atleast it ddin't used to be..I started to get emotional-like in 5th grade after I watched this damn Disney Movie, it wasn't that bad at first, but now it's starting to get out of control...I don't know what's happening...It bothers me...but I like..don't tell anyone. I'm not a very open person with stuff like this...I think I need help..I know I need my glasses right now because I'm not wearing them, but that's not the point...I don't know what to do. Sometimes I'll randomly start crying in school, and not have a reason, so I'll have to make one up...

I don't know what to do, but I guess I'll end up this entry...






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Aegis-Eishiki
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comment Commented on: Sun Mar 06, 2005 @ 05:06pm
oy where do I start...

Si I feel for you. Life sucks, I know.


comment Commented on: Sun Mar 06, 2005 @ 05:16pm
Everyone knows life sucks, it's a fact of the hell holes we all live in..



Siyango
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Toki Raree
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comment Commented on: Sun Mar 06, 2005 @ 05:26pm
We're all emo little teens and don't know the meaning of how it really feels to be depressed, and sad, even over the smallest things. We don't know how to be in a relationship. We don't know what we want. We know nothing. </sarcasm>

>.>; Yeah.. I know how you feel. >< If you ever have anything on your mind.. you can talk to me. ^-^ I'm usually good with advice.. but then again.. I need it a lot myself. gonk


comment Commented on: Sun Mar 06, 2005 @ 05:47pm
Thanks Toki. ^^ *Huggles.*



Siyango
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Aegis-Eishiki
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comment Commented on: Mon Mar 07, 2005 @ 05:38am
lol same goes for me, but I've been through this crap. And it ain't fun, no sirree bob.


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