beh, i still need to color it. sad coloring sucks when your markers are too big.
what's up with me you ask? well, i suppose, first you must know me all together, eh? my name is emilie, and i currently reside in the absolute middle of nowhere. at least that's how it feels compared to my previous residence in chicago. i am sixteen, going on seventeen xd , funny because a certain someone i know recently played ralph from the sound of music *stares at thuzza*. i am in honors classes and value my education, though due to an excessive amount of gaia, my math and engish grades are no longer A's, let lone B's.
as you can see from my journal entries so far, i love art, particularly anime, though i hope it's just a faze ((a very long, obsessive, five-year faze)) that i can get over, because i suck at it and my other art skills are suffering even worse because i have not chosen to tune them up either. also, i enjoy reading, though rarely is it anything but fantasy/fiction. if you need any suggestions, let me know, because i was actaully thinking of making a book list of good reads. i can see it now, no. one: The Count of Monte Cristo by none other than Alexander Dumas. i suppose it's because of... Never Mind, don't let me get on a tangent about that xd . music is a big thing for me as well, from offspring to the beatles, if you were to listen to my ipod, you'd hear several songs you'd like, a few you love, and many you hate in between. i'm all about diversity, i enjoy ALL types of music ((leave most rap and a lot of country)), my wardrode NEVER matches, but my attire is always unique, layered, and COLORFUL, and, though much debate, my friends and i have decided color is my favorite color!
as for my history? well, i've lived in at least thirteen homes, several states, including hawaii, gone to eleven schools, and have met many friendly people and experienced both the ultimate highs, and the ultimate lows of life so far. i have a half brother named ryan, who i admire the shxt out of. everyday he makes me prouder and prouder, we've come so far. *reminisces* i have a step-brother, my step mom and my real dad adopted him, named shawn, and he's the baby of the family, and the most sane one. and, i have a step-sister, lani, who is a laugh-and-a-half and becomes more and more beautiful and talented each breath she takes. unfortunately, and in some cases fortunately, i'm the eldest. i guess a lot of my choices have meade me feel like the black sheep of the family, but that comes with the territory. i currently live with my dad after fourteen years of moving about crazily with my mother and half-brother.
my personality, you ask? i'm very outgoing, i love to meet people in a memorable way, so we can look back on it later in our friendship. so far, i've kept true to that. some of the stories are amazing, some, i will smile when i think of, others, i could cry. in all cases, however, i will never forget. i have a wonderful sentimental memory, the memory that holds onto faces, friends, happiness, and home, the one place i will ever call home, at least. i love people, i know i trust too easily, and i have gotten into a lot of unhealthy relationships that eventually my friends had to beail me out of. i'm incapable of hurting someone, especially emotionally. i i have to break off a relationship for my own safety or health, i won't, and sadly, it's hurt a lot. i'm dangerously loyal and when devoted to a friendship, i become a follower and an enabler if the person opens the gate for such behavior. i don't choose to, i just feel terrible letting someone down. hmmm, i love being random, making jokes and cheering people up. i',m actually a member of the improv group in school ((it's like whose line is it anyway?)) and i am a listener. if you have a problem, i have seen a lot, and i am willing to help, whether or not i know you well, i want to help.
lastly, i love to write. writing is a close-to-heart passion for me, just like art. i write poems, stories, the whole shabang, which is why i'm on gaia. rp, imagination, characters, socialization, this is why i'm here: role play.
