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ugh life ******** sucks! it really does. right now my allergies are acting up and i'm really pissed off at things and such. i feel depressed and i'm just about ready to punch a hole in the wall. i really wish i could but i know i'll get in trouble if i do. i miss my friends and my boyfriend. and i miss everyone. i want to go back to school. i want to just sleep. i iwhs i hadn't ever woken up this morning. i've barely eaten anything. i feel sick to my stomach. i feel like irght now somehting is missing. i want to just sleep for the rest of the day but i can't. i can't go back to sleep.

all i want to do is just throw my worries out the window but i can't. nnow i'm worried about a bunch of crap. i know what i need though. nikki i need you to brainwash me or something. i don't know. ugh! i think you know whay\y though nikki. i think i told you over the phone. after the mall crap. stupid ******** claires. i hate claires with a passion. i hope they go out of buisness. i really do and i hope that lady with a lisp and the tall lady get shot....in the head...by me. and if they do i'll laugh...a lot.