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everything is much better, no nothings changed with the ex, and i could care less, i hate when ppl think they can use the fact that u care if they get hurt, against u. well ya cant, its his loss, not mine, and im very happy with my life right now ^^
found out that even if its terminal, i might still have a good 10 years still, i might i mean ^^ i do not wanna waste my time, tho the headaches come out of nowhere, i feel more strange without them, my head feels...funny, and lighning bolts through my head kinda sorta really hurt, but they only hurt when it goes through, so its pain that lasts 4 a second, thi id the thing on my neck (which u cant c, only feel well if i put my head down and lift up my hair u can c, but if its what is suspected and that bursts, im dead, tho i think it would shrink with radiation. there are diff kinds now besides chemo. i dont care if its 1% chance of survival, if its what all points 2 (please dont b (crossing fingers)) i will do what it takes to fight to live, im a damn leo, i fight till im dead, wait bad way of saying that. bah, ohwell.
oh and cant forget i love my ashke so much 3nodding blaugh heart heart heart
krish u ma shmexy hubby meowwwww wink
 lil_qt_cat1 · Tue Jan 30, 2007 @ 02:50pm · 0 Comments |
