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when days r shity, we learn the most, i learned i get ripped off and insulted by being accused of stalking a ******** ex, which was by an accident from a friend thinking i meant aim when i meant ******** gaia, i only used ail cuz my friend nan coulldnt use msn, but no, i will never b gone cuz my life is nothing without some1 who is misserablem hurts my feelings when i introduce him to nicve ppl, and says no he wont join my guild when i ******** made his guild. ohh buut i cant live without that, not 4 a ******** minute. chap , chap, cheap!!! i gave him thousands and thousands, id even go as far to say over a million gold on him, and he returns s**t to me. some cloths i didnt even give the cheap skate. its pathetic how cheap ppl r when u did everything 4 them, abnd if they would stop being a jack a**, notice that ever since he started treating me like s**t, he started going down hill. u r not that im portant to me rengokuy, i have a life, i just didnt want u 2 ever feel alone again, sorry for giving a damn, and saying i will never b gone, ******** block me and im gone 4ever!!!!!!
but on to more important things, a friend came back into my life, and he knows i dont trust him, but im 2 damn nice, id 4give some1 who broke my arm the next day.
i might have brain cancer, i 4get what its called, but wtf u expect, im in pain more then im awake and i have horrible nightmares where i crawl onto the computer and cry to ppl about them, well cry/whine scared like.
my hubbys computer broke down so i have no support since i lost the only supports i have right now. no rengokuy, u wernt one, u never supported me ever not since u duumped me then an hour after u dated a fake person and the funny thing is u said i love u the day b4, gawd i love fake love. least i found real love, i lost my family and i am alone, but least i have my ashke, who i have no idea when will return but is mailing me with a parcel, gift, hes so thoughtful.
but i dont care, there r still ppl out there having worse days then mine, so im just venting. comment all u want, i dont care, yay me. blaugh heart
 lil_qt_cat1 · Mon Jan 29, 2007 @ 02:24am · 0 Comments |
