Ok since I am newly determined to at least write once in my journal I've decided I will, here's the update on my kill me now life.
...well the world continues to let me down in endless ways and when I think something good will happen it tears it away thanks alot world. I'll never be the person that they want me to be and I have a sick and yet provoking sense of revenge right now um... sure we'll stick with right now. I thought you were nice today, hmph it's a sad comment to hear that I can be so bipolar, and the sudden depression siezes that are for no reason just destroyed something so great.
There's your update WooT